♥ If you're gone, I can't live on;

2009-07-11T21:26:00.001+08:00

I haven't been here in a while. I kinda miss blogger.

2009-04-01T23:13:00.003+08:00

TKGSSB - GOLD WITH HONOURS

We didn't disappoint. I am so proud of everyone. I'm sure our seniors, teachers, tutors and of course, conductors are really proud of us.

Everyone did well. It's an experience that will remain with me for a really, really long time. How I felt when I found out the results will constantly push and motivate me to do better. I love TKGSSB! TK all the way!

2009-03-29T15:45:00.002+08:00

http://devoid-ofhope.livejournal.com

Now only partially locked (:

2009-03-04T21:41:00.004+08:00

The comments about our band's performance on Saturday was quite bad. I didn't realise that we sounded that bad, until I saw all those comments on people's blogs. But, it's okay. We'll all learn from our mistakes and play everything perfectly during SYF.

TKGSSB, don't lose hope. Take all these as constructive criticism and work on all those weak points. We have 28 more days to SYF. We can do it.

On 1st April 2009, TKGSSB will prove you wrong (:

I have determination built up in me after reading ALL those comments.

I must not disappoint.

It's all out for band since exams are out of the way.

2009-03-04T20:31:00.001+08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried, and I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

2009-02-22T13:30:00.000+08:00

I wish I could control the world.

2009-02-14T22:19:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU ~~QUITE~~ VERY TERRIBLY :(

I need to stop bottling up my feelings. I'm gonna explode ~~one day~~ very soon.

2009-02-13T21:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURSYAHREENA!
Sorry the wish was a bit late. I wanted to wish you in the morning but I kept forgetting.
Anyway, you're so old! Tskk. Must be more matured. HAHA. And must grow taller! Next time I see you, you must as tall as me kay! You awesome softballer! Good luck for school and softball. Must be guai, like me! -Innocent face- I hope you enjoyed today :D

And, Happy Valentine's Day in advance!

2009-02-07T22:46:00.006+08:00

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Empty Conversations

2009-02-01T18:47:00.005+08:00

It's already Febuary! Ohmygosh. It's kinda fast, actually. CA's are nearer, SYF is nearer. Time to work harder. Okay, I don't think I've actually been working hard enough. So, time to start working hard, then. I've been so distracted lately, I don't even know why. Maybe I do but I don't actually want to think about it. Damn. I can't even concentrate in class.

School tomorrow. I actually want to go back to school. I want to study. I want band. I don't really like long weekends/holidays/breaks. Kills the momentum. I have Amath left then I am free to do whatever I want. Yay. I think I left my file in school. Noob.

I'm egg-cited for school tomorrow. Aren't YOU egg-cited?

I want a sibling that is like my bestest friend.

It had to be you.

2009-01-31T22:30:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Nuradliya Binte Bohari! My BBBC :D

Today-

Bride Wars at Jurong Point!(:

Popcorn + Nachos. Heart-shaped straw thingy! Hahaha. Romantic konon.

Walk around.

Popular.

Disgusting drink.

Donuts.

Home at 9 pm (:

That's basically it. I like Jurong Point. Okay bye.

What doesn't kill us makes us who we are.

2009-01-30T21:11:00.010+08:00

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!

4. ~~Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.~~

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

A Night To Remember - HSM 3 (Imagine... "Is this okay?" "A night to remember!")

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

Hate That I Love You - Rihanna ft Ne-Yo (I love the wrong people.)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Love Story - Taylor Swift (I like his love story? Huh?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Right Here, Right Now - HSM 3 (Huh?)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Homecoming - Kanye West ft. Chris Martin (Erm, okay..)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Leave (Get Out) - Jojo (Ohmygosh, I'm so hurt! ): After all I've done. Tskk.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?

Halo - Bethany Joy Lenz (Which means..?)

WHAT IS 2+2?

I'd Do Anything - Simple Plan (Okay, totally not related!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

You And Me - Lifehouse (If my best friend was a guy, it'd be great. Haha.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Crushcrushcrush - Paramore (How coincidental!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls (Escape from what, I don't know.)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Bundled Up - Forever The Sickest Kids (I want to be bundled up? What the hell.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney (He has a beautiful soul! Hahah.)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Leavin' - Jesse McCartney (My parents think I always want to leave the house. How...interesting.)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

That's Not My Name - The Ting Tings (Okay, if you say so...)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Starlight - Muse (Erm.. I don't know what to say.)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

A Little But Longer - Jonas Brothers (Ohmygosh. Rubbish.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie (I think they're big girls so they shouldn't cry?(: )

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

If I Were A Boy - Beyonce (Okay, that would be bad!)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

Here Without You - 3 Doors Down (Ohmygod, so saddddd. Where will you be when I'm dying?!)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

Addicted - Simple Plan (Yes, I regret being addicted to... smoking. Okay, I'm kidding. I don't regret it. Okay, hahaha. I'm talking rubbish.)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Moment Of Truth - FM Static (I'm heartless. Gosh.)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

If Everyone Cared - Nickel Back (If everyone cared, I'd cry. Tears of joy, I'd like to assume. What will happen if nobody cared?)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Thank You - Marion Raven (Yes, thank you, I'm going to get married. Hahahah.)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

9 Crimes - Damien Rice (8 crimes don't scare me. 9 crimes do.)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Hot - Avril Lavigne (Yes, everyone likes me cos I'm hot! Okay, in my dreams. But I can dream, can't I?)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

Pieces Of Me - Ashlee Simpson (Yeah, I'd only change pieces of me cos there are good stuff that I want to remain as it is.)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

Warwick Avenue - Duffy (Poor Warwick Avenue! Hahah.)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Hallelujah - Paramore (Can I not post it as that?)

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Go to your music player, set it to shuffle/random, and answer the following questions with the title of the FIRST song that you skip to each time. No cheating!

1. This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life:
He Said She Said - Ashley Tisdale (Uh, this doesn't make sense, does it?)

2. I'll have a good day if I can just hear:
Say (All I Need) - One Republic (How interesting...)

3. If I reached the top of Mount Everest, what I would scream:
Smack That - Akon ft Eminem (*Reaches summit* "Smack That!")

4. My love life was inspired by this song:
Wild Horses - Natasha Bedingfield (Erm, okay. If you say so.)

5. What makes me happy is:
Ice Box - Omarion (Ice boxes make me happy :D)

6. My parents are like the song:
Next Plane Home - Daniel Powter (This quiz is really not making sense.)

7. My message to the world has always been:
Walking Away - Craig David (Yeah, world. Walk away. Walk away from troubles in your life.)

8. My friends see me as:
Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sebastian (Yeahhh, thank the angels! :D)

10. My alter-ego is:
The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne (Hell yeah.)

11. My theme song:
Tongue Tied - Faber Drive (Oh no!)

12. Right now, I feel:
Rehab - Rihanna (Huh, huh, huhhh?)

13. At my funeral they'll play:
Miss Independent - Ne-Yo (Okay, so at least I was independent..)

14. Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include:
Scream - HSM 3 (Yeahhh sure. It'll probably sound like this, "Whenever I need you, I will SCREAM for you.")

15. My best friend is like:
When I'm Gone - The Click Five (Say whattt?!)

16. The best thing about me is:
Forever - Chris Brown (Yes, I'm forever there for you(: )

17. Behind my back, my friends think I'm:
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz (They think I'm theirs! Hahahah. Someone secretly likes me.)

18. If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell:
Move Along - The All-American Rejects (Yeah, okay. "So what if you have no food or water. Just move along!" Best survival method.)

19. My favorite thing to do is:
Woah Oh (Me vs Everyone) - Forever The Sickest Kids (My favourite thing to do is to say "woah oh". Very good.)

20. Highschool was like:
Just Wanna Be With You - HSM 3 (Okay...)

24. My day will be like:
It Had To Be You - Motion City Soundtrack (I don't get it. Today's almost over, anyway.)

25. When I'm in the shower, I sing:
For You I'll Die - Marion Raven (Okay, suuure.)

26. Next time I'm in front of a crowd, I'll say:
What Goes Around, Comes Around - Justin Timberlake (I'll sound like sound possessed lunatic.)

27. At my wedding they'll play:
Frogs & Princesses - Natasha Bedingfield (I finally found my frog. Hahahaha.)

28. My last words will be:
Summer Love - Justin Timberlake (Hahah, what a nice way to end life.)

Okay, that was fun. I stole that from Nidia. Heh. Steal is such a bad word to use, huh. Anyway, there's no band tomorrow! I'm not exactly about that, but what can I do, right? I wonder when is our sound check at SCH.

I feel like eating sushi.

Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts;

2009-01-29T20:51:00.004+08:00

Yay, no school tomorrow! I wanna go out but, go out with who? Hmm.

Anyhoos, Chemistry test yesterday was total crap. It made me feel stupid, for the day. Part of it was because of Mr Seah's quiz which I thought I was totally gonna flunk. But, we got it back today and I got 13/15. Yay. Made me feel a little bit better about myself. Just a little. Band after that was quite good, I think, though I sounded funny. Haven't played for a long time. Marching was annoying but I still like marching :D

5 tests next week everyday, except Monday. There's like, SS test, but we haven't even started on anything. I'm dreading Week 6 and 7.

Okay, I shall finish up my homework so that I will be free tomorrow, Saturday and Sunday! Okay, fine. There's band on Saturday, I think. And it's someone's birthday...

Happiness depends upon ourselves.

2009-01-29T15:44:00.004+08:00

I'm happy because....

Heheh. I don't tell you (:

I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.

My momma is baking! I'm gonna make myself fatz.

Ciaoz.

Paradigm shift;

2009-01-28T21:19:00.005+08:00

Me brudder broke me guitar stringz. I iz sadded.

Maybe we're bound to lose everything we love,

maybe we're bound to suffer.

Maybe there'll be a better tomorrow.

Someone to love? I'll find another.

(No, it does not have anything to do with the whole guitar string thing. I just thought of it.)

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice;

2009-01-27T16:59:00.005+08:00

It's back to school tomorrow. Yay?

I'm kinda looking forward to it. But not so much to the fact that there's band afterwards. Marching means more sun. I think I'm tan enough already. I'm curious to see how the class will be tomorrow, after being separated at OBS. Chemistry test tomorrow! I hope I do well, I really do. I guess hope is all I can rely on, since I've been a lazy bum and have not been studying. These are the kinda things you'll regret after seeing your results at the end of the year. Haha.

I need to start studying proper. I shall start... soon.

You don't know what you've got till it's gone.

2009-01-25T18:26:00.008+08:00

I miss Gideon.

I miss Tock Seng.

I miss saying "Tock Seng eat!"

I miss complaining that the store was so far.

I miss playing with Luyi/Ah-Tan.

I miss motivating everyone.

I miss laughing till my stomach ached.

I miss waking up because of the ~~damned~~ chickens.

I miss hearing, "Hahah, your hair's so weird."

I miss being in the sun.

I miss putting on sunblock.

I miss washing plates.

I miss not bathing in the morning.

I miss the rushed baths we had.

I miss bathing in the guys toilet.

I miss the irritating Serangoon Sec guys. (Not really.)

I miss singing Flea Fly Motorcar.

I miss singing random songs while trekking.

I miss our suppers.

I miss sitting on the Indiana with countless bird droppings everywhere.

I miss morning circles.

I miss night circles.

I miss reflecting.

I miss getting scared when I see stray dogs.

I miss laughing at Wai Sze.

I miss getting confused between Geun Ju and Geun Hye.

I miss freezing at night.

I miss pitching tents.

I miss getting lost.

I miss the simple life.

I miss cooking.

I miss sitting by the beach for dinner.

I miss the pretty stars at night.

I miss the fact that there were no distractions.

I miss being so occupied, you had no time to think about other things.

I miss everything we did at Pulau Ubin.

I miss OBS, like a lot.

"There's something about OBS that stays with you for life!"

OBS!

2009-01-23T22:29:00.009+08:00

Ohmygod, OBS was awesome to the max! Actually, I say every camp is awesome, but OBS really beats it. I didn't wanna leave! I actually cried, three times, I think. I just love camps. Can't blame me. I guess I just can adapt quickly. I've never really felt homesick, whether it was in Japan or at camps.

DAY 1!

I didn't really feel anything until we were about to leave. Got all nervous and excited. Haha. We went to Camp 1! Awesome. 3/1, 3/2 and 3/9 were at Camp 1. It's a lot better than Camp 2. Haha. Met our instructor. Yay Gideon! Bestest most coolest instructor ever. Our watch was Tock Seng and the other half of the class was Washington. Played some games and all. Did the trust fall thing. I was afraid at first but the feeling of falling is kinda nice actually. We also made Gideon fall cos we said he had to trust us also. Haha. Then after we caught him on the mat, we rolled him up. Hahaha. Pitched tents and slept outside. Couldn't get use to the hard ground.

DAY 2!

Did kayaking! Tried capsizing and rescuing. Capsizing is so fun. Haha. Marissa and I were so happy cos we rescued Shuen Wen and Shi Yun without Gideon's help. I turned red that day. Haha. Then after that did belaying and rock climbing! Belaying is super tiring. Luckily I didn't fly up. Haha. Reached the top of the wall! In fact, everyone did. So proud of them. Slept beside the Indiana replica that night.

DAY 3!

We had to rescue our mascots. I think they just used it as an excuse to make us do stuff. Haha. We had to crawl through the pitch-black tunnel with one lightstick. Wasn't as scary as I expected. Then we had to do the Alpine Rescue which was not easy at all. After that was the sea expedition. We reached in 2 hours! So awesome. We lost to an all-boys school by just 30 mins. We're so cool. I was navigator! So fun. Haha. It was kinda scary being right at the front cos I was afraid I would lead them to the wrong way or something. But, we still managed to beat our own target. Did a little star gazing at night. The stars are so pretty. It's sad you can't really see anything in Singapore.

DAY 4!

Land expedition! Trekked for a total of 6 hours. Walking with those heavy backpacks was definitely a challenge. I was so happy when we made it back to Camp 1. I wanted to give up so many times but I persevered. I saw a wild boar! Haha. And everyone got high on raisins. We were laughing like mad people. We sang songs and all and it helped to motivate us. It was awesome being with classmates and all. Since it was our last night, we were given fresh food to cook ourselves. Delicious dinner. Haha. And of course, it was Fai's birthday! She got an Apple Crumble birthday cake. Lucky girl. Everyone slept in the hall that day. Yay, no pitching tents! Hah.

DAY 5!

Last day at awesome OBS. Basically, we played some games, kept our equipments and then it was already time to leave. It was really saddening. I didn't want to leave. I didn't really miss home. Reached school and someone was waiting for me(: Then someone cried cos someone missed me. I don't know whether it's because that someone really missed me or if it was because of something else. Haha. Hugged someone like, 3 times(: Then went to the bubbletea shop with Adliya, Geraldine, Marissa, Deborah and Christine. Ate instants noodles, like as if we didn't eat any instant noodles the past five days. When I reached home, I realised that the people and surroundings kinda affect the way you feel. Cos I know, I feel totally different in school and at home. You can go figure out which one I like. Bathed and slept when I got home. I couldn't get off the bed. Slept from like, 4.20 pm to 9.30, I think. And now I can't sleep. Ha, smart.

I think I got fatter. I've yet to weigh myself. We had so much food to eat! And I'm itching everywhere. My leg looks gross with scars everywhere. Gosh.

Marissa, I want pictures!

Lili, I hope you're doing fine(: I know you'll be totally alright again, cos you're Lili Fighter! Duh. Make sure you're all happy and cheerful again when I see you, like you always are. I love you, Clone!

~~Ain't no Sunshine.~~ Sunshine's back!(: Still the same person, only a little darker. Heh.

Happy 35th(:

Miss me!

2009-01-18T10:43:00.004+08:00

Outward Bound Singapore.
19 - 23 January.
Miss me.

Because I know I'll miss you.

I ♥ all of you.
Goodbye.

I never promised there'd be Sunshine everyday;

2009-01-18T10:36:00.004+08:00

Nothing much happened on Friday, I think. Except that it sucked, a lot, as usual. I'm forever frustrated after the day ends, for some reason.

CCA Promotion Day yesterday plus band after that. Solos were okay. Some people complimented me so that kinda made my day. Combined after lunch. That's all. Now no more leaving early for orchestra. I have to sacrifice orchestra till SYF. Since I've been sacrificing band for orcestra, I guess I can sacrifice orchestra for band till SYF is over.

Cheer up, Sunshine (: I love you.

"I feel empty"

2009-01-15T22:28:00.005+08:00

Firstly,
HAPPY 15TH SOFEA ROSSIDI.

Had the Amath quiz today. I hope I do well. No careless mistakes, pretty please?

Laughed a lot during Malay. Cikgu Zain always has something funny to say, even though sometimes it doesn't make sense to us, or it's just lame.

Laughed till I cried in the hall during assembly with BBBC. I'm referring to Adliya, by the way. My stomach was aching after that, damn it.

I can't wait for OBS. I think. Wait, I think? What the hell.

Emath test tomorrow. Screw Sec 2 Math. Band tomorrow; auditions.

Fai was so cute just now. She hugged me while we were walking to the canteen cos I said, "I feel empty today."

I. iz. supa. tired. Goodbyez.
I miss you.

Even the best fall down sometimes;

2009-01-11T21:58:00.004+08:00

Since I'm done with homework and I'm bored, I shall blog.

School so far has been good, but tiring. I think I'm waking up later and later every morning, even though I sleep earlier. That doesn't really make sense so, never mind.

Let's see if I can remember what happened the past few days.

Wednesday-
I had to take attendance, since both our FMs didn't come. How, coincidental? And I kept kicking this girl's Amath textbook. Haha, omg. I'm so sorry, whoever you are. I think I kicked it twice? Or maybe even thrice. Okay, moving on. Had the last two periods free, since Mrs Tan and Ms Tan didn't come. I did homework. Good kid! Band after that. It was okay, I guess. Can't remember.

Thursday-
PT in the morning. Did marching. I'd rather run. Ms Tan didn't come, again, so we missed Social Studies, again. We haven't had a single SS lesson. Played cards, I think. Tampines Mall after that with mum and brother. Swensens for lunch!

Friday-
Period before recess was Amath and Mr Seah didn't come. Played cards. Class party was kinda fun. Marissa and Ruthie did a good job for the games. But, my butt hurt after playing Blow Wind, Blow. Violenttt. I had to smell the floor (okay, just put my nose on the floor) for 'Arms, legs and body parts' (I think that's what it's called.) Haha, gross. 'Honey, I love you' was hilarious too.

After school, some b*tch totally ruined my day. Okay, not mine only. Annoying. Pfft. Anyway, band was alright too, I think. Went to Videoworld after that to play daidee and eat.

Yesterday-
Full day band. I prefer band on Saturdays. Seems more productive. Left halfway to go for rehearsal. Our new conductor is Mr David Smith, Associate Principal trumpeter of SSO. It's intimidating playing in front of him. Haha. He kept making me play first. So, I guess it's a good sign? But when I went back to TK my lips were like, dead. Haha. I was so unlucky that they were playing La Forza when I came. Haha. Then played Overture 2. Mr Ong conducted for a while. So funny! Then played AG17. Screwed up the solos ): Must practise!

Today was so boring. All I did was use the computer, watch TV and finished up homework. I feel so free compared to the past week.

OBS in two weeks! I'm kinda looking forward to it.

But when happens when Karma turns right around and bites you?

2009-01-11T14:21:00.002+08:00

Yay, dead blog.

I'm tired. I have homework to do.

So, goodbye.

When I'm gone, just carry on;

2009-01-06T22:03:00.003+08:00

I'm so happy I ran for PT today. Felt so good. I told Filzah and Bibi, "Omg, I haven't ran in so long, I feel like an elephant." I have no idea why I said that either.

We had PE today but we just took height and weight. I really grew horizontally and not vertically. Yucks. Short and fat! Audrey, I'm not skinny, so I can't be poleX. Fazie is really a pole.

I still like Chemistry. I was falling asleep during Physics, and possibly Lit. Amath was confusing, but I got it in the end.

So far, I kinda like school. Seriously. No sarcasm intended.

2009-01-05T18:29:00.002+08:00

School today. It wasn't really as bad as I expected, actually.

First period was Physics. Okay, this was boring, partly because our class doesn't respond. Then was English. Mrs Capel was being funny. Oh, and she's expecting. Geography was so damn funny. I couldn't stop laughing. Hahaha. Miss Aliah is so funny. After recess we had free period cos Mrs Tan had to conduct the BPAT test for Sec 1. I still remember doing the BPAT test. Haha. Malay next. Cikgu Zain's really nice. A bit random also. Haha. Last period was Literature. I pity Ms Ang. She was like talking to herself. And 2/7 was being so annoying, so noisy.

Yay, PT and PE tomorrow. Haha, I just feel like running. Haven't ran in 1676236076420 years.

2009-01-03T23:35:00.001+08:00

I think this is the third time I'm posting this. But, I still find it cute. Haha.

TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America.
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS: Maria.

TEACHER: Why are you late Frank?
FRANK: Because of the sign.
TEACHER: What sign?
FRANK: The one that says, "School ahead. Go slow."

TEACHER: John, why are you doing your multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.

TEACHER: Greg, how would you spell "crocodile?"
GREG: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L
TEACHER: No Greg, that's incorrect.
GREG: Maybe it's incorrect, but you asked me how "I" spelled it.

TEACHER: Ryan, what is the chemical formula for water?
RYAN: H I J K L M N O
TEACHER: Ryan, what are you talking about?
RYAN: Well, yesterday you said it was H to O.

TEACHER: Hunter, name one important thing that we have today that we didn't have 10 years ago.
HUNTER: Me !

TEACHER: Adam, why do you always get so dirty?
ADAM: Well, I guess it's because I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.

TEACHER: Beth, give me a sentence starting with "I".
BETH: I is...........
TEACHER: No Beth....Always say "I am".....not "I is".
BETH: All right........."I am the ninth letter of the alphabet."

TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it. Now Alex, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
ALEX: Because George still had the axe in his hand.

TEACHER: Now, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
MACY: No Mam, I don't have to. My Mom is a good cook.

TEACHER: Daniel, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's composition. Did you copy off of him?
DANIEL: No teacher, it's the same dog.

TEACHER: Parker, what do you call a person who keeps on talking to people who are no longer interested?
PARKER: A Teacher.

I'm looking down on you smiling;

2009-01-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

Dedications for whoever that did dedications for me!

SITI NURFARAHIN BINTE ABDUL RAZAK!
My ex-table buddy! I miss you manxzxz. Hahaha.

You're been the awesomest table partner ever!
I miss all the stupid things we talk about.
I miss doing random stuff when we got bored.
I miss writing 'cool' stuff on those plastic covers on our tables.
I miss scribbling random things in your books. Heh, sorry.
I miss the crazy nicknames you come up with.
I miss hearing "Dee, you buat(build) toilet or you go toilet?" when I go to the toilet for like, 15 minutes. But, you know what I do (:
I miss giving you the mat stare when you say something stupid.
I miss teaching you Math! Though I'm not that good at it myself.
I miss being mean to teachers. Oops.
I miss it when we critisize Mrs _____'s dressing.
I miss observing Mrs _____'s weird actions.
Basically, I miss everything we used to do.

Nothing shall change just because we're in different classes!

xoxo,
:Deecent kawan Vincent (The name, just for you.)

NUR FAIZAH BINTE ADBAN!

My ex-malay class partner! I miss you.

If you hadn't quit band, we could have spent more time together manxzxz.

Awesome malay class partnerxzxz!

I miss talking to you in malay class.

I miss saying that whatever Cikgu is saying is aimed at as us cos she always looks at our direction.

I miss hearing you say that.

I miss how we actually don't do work and end up talking. (Heh, sorry Cikgu. Confession. Hahaha.)

I miss hearing you sing from where I sit in class.

I miss all your randomness.

I miss all the funny things you say.

I miss the way you laugh - you legs and everything fly up into the air and you vibrate.

I miss being your partner for PE.

I miss being your partner for Music.

I miss that fact that you always so many stories to tell.

I miss everything about you la okay.

Nothing shall change just because we're in different classes! You can still be my malay class partner, I hope!

xoxo,

Deeni/ Deesana/ Deekedi.

(Other people don't get it so they should shut up.)

2009-01-03T19:57:00.008+08:00

I haven't come online this year! Okay, actually I have, but it was for like, 15 minutes. I spent the New Year cleaning my room. Ha, what an awesome way to spend it, right? Actually, it kinda was. My room's so empty now. Nice. Haha. Okay, moving on.

So, first day of school was okay. Not too exciting. Haha, duh. I didn't even feel anything when I stepped into the school cos I came back to school so many times during the holidays. (I'd rather call it a break from studies, but that's not totally right either.) It was basically speeches and talks the whole day. Nothing can be worse than that. But school's kinda different, with is being Sec 3s, and the previous batch gone. Kinda queer, as Deborah says it. Haha.

3e9's alright, I guess. But at least there are quite a lot of people I know. A lot of band people too. We're sitting according to index number. I don't loike. (Ikot style Fai.) I'm like, no. 4! Ohmygosh, so front. But at least I got the window. That one I like, heh. Our FMs are Mrs Tan CY (Yay, again!) and Ms Evonne Tan. Eek, DM as form teacher? Must be guai. Hahaha. Our other teachers are okay. Mrs Capel for English again. WTH. I don't have Frin next to me to not do work together and stare at her anymore. Sigh. Move on, Dee.

Didn't really manage to catch up with clique. Recess was so short cos it was like super packed in the canteen. I think they forgot to tell us which level goes first? I don't even know what bag Fai/Frin has. Haha. Frin is constantly coming up with nicknames for me. From :DEE (:D + Dee = :DEE. Get it?) to Dee Chiobu. Alamakk. Gave them the Victoria's Secret body mist. I still have a pair of Paul Frank shorts/boxers to give away. I don't know who to give. Meeting after school then went to Videoworld to play cards and home.

Full day band today. I feel somewhat, accomplished. Okay, maybe not the right word to use. I don't think we slacked today. Yay, productive! And I wasn't really tired during combine. I hope it's because I'm using less pressure and more air. Heard TKSS playing Overture 2. Their trumpets actually pitch the top C. Must be ~~like~~ better than them. Hoho. Rehearsals start next week, means I have to leave at 2.30 pm. I don't like leaving early ): Sheesh.

Hmm, I feel different since this year started. Different, as in better. I like (:

Sunshine, your letter beats mine! ): You read mine, you wanted to cry. I read yours, I almost flooded Singapore, but I didn't. Got people around! Okay, over exaggeration. Haha. Anyway, I love you! (:

Audrey, don't be sad already k! I cannot talk to sad people because I'll become sad also. Hahaha. Cheer up! :D

Dork, I can't believe both of us forgot it was Friday yesterday. Haha, gosh.

Ooh, this post is so long.

2008-12-31T21:35:00.000+08:00

2008 was a very eventful year. It came and left so quickly. Who knew so many crazy things could happen in just one year; streaming, the crazy CmPS, misunderstandings, the many band concerts, the orchestra concerts, H, quitting French, leaving PB and many more.

Many ups, and certainly, many downs. But what's life without that, right? I've learnt, I've grown and I've changed, though most of it, I wish never happened. But whatever it is, 2008 was definitely one of the best years of my life. I do regret some of the things I've done, but I moved on. I'll learn from my mistakes and make 2009 as awesome, or possibly, even better than 2008 was.

I really hope I'll survive next year. It'll be hectic with whatever Sec 3 has in store, SYF next year, and I'll probably be shifting. I just hope I don't go crazy.

Resolutions for 2009:
1) Be a good daughter. I know I've been the worst child ever known to mankind.
2) Be a good friend.
3) Be a good student.
4) Be a good leader.
5) Do well academically.
6) Do well in band/orchestra.
7) Master double/triple tonguing.
8) Lead the section well.
9) Do my best in whatever I do.
10) BE HAPPY (:

The rest are for me to know.

2008-12-30T13:13:00.004+08:00

I'm finally free! Thank God, I'm so happy. No more activities. But I have tuition tomorrow ): Who has tuition on New Years' Eve? Sigh. It's for my own good, right?

Okay, anyway. The past few days have been really, really tiring. Let's see.

Sunday
Concert with Nakamura Girls' High! I guess it was a pretty good concert, though most of the time it wasn't us playing. Nakamura was really good, even though they're band only has 44 members, if I remember correctly. I counted while they were singing, heh. Not only do they play good music, they can also sing well. And they're enthusiastic, too. I really like the flautist. I think most people do. Her solos were awesome, with the vibrato and all. The trumpeters were good, too. Only 4 or 5 of them, but they're louder than us, and we're double their size. Amazing.

Of course, we ourselves didn't do too bad. Seniors said we did improve, compared to our last concert. Though sadly, I screwed up the solo. Sigh. I wanted to play my best since it was the last concert of the year, and I had people to prove wrong. But, I dare say that I've improved a lot this year, with the many practices and concerts we've had. I hope I improve even more next year. I hope the band does too, of course, for SYF next year.

Monday
Exchange with Nakamura and other schools. It was pretty nice having 27 trumpeters. Never in my life have I played with so many other trumpeters. It was a good experience, learning from other schools, and of course, Nakamura. But it was kinda hard to communicate with them. But other than that, it was pretty good.

Today
Principals' Investiture at Shangri-la hotel. I did the silliest thing a musician could ever do in their whole entire life; I forgot my instrument. Haha. Okay, laugh all you want. But, this isn't the first time. Heh. Okay, that aside. Today was our last ever performance with Mr Leonard Tan. He's a superb conductor, I must say. He's leaving for America tomorrow, if I'm not wrong, to study. What a hardworking man. Haha.

Now, I feel restless with suddenly nothing to do.

PS. Fai, your dedication so touching uhh. Make me wanna cry. Hahah.

SCHOOL STARTS IN 2 DAYS.
Maybe I might actually be looking forward to it. Hmm..

2008-12-27T18:27:00.002+08:00

Band today. The final practice before concert which is like, tomorrow. And we haven't even combined the whole of Ponyo. Haha. Awesome.Amirah came back! And gave me this super long (okay, not really) letter. Pressure uh. Haha. "I trust you to lead the section well." That's what she said.

Anyway, I was super tired uh. I think I was stoning the whole time. I hope I don't screw up my solos tomorrow. Parkway with Adliya after band to get Christmas presents for section, like, finally. Then went to TM to meet Audrey, Thahira, Jessica and Amy. They were so noisy la, ohmygosh. Ball here, ball there. Hahaha. And ice cream everywhere. Then went to the playground to play cards, then went home. My mum didn't scold me. Hehe.

I feel like going to sleep now and waking up tomorrow.

Reality check: School starts in 6 days.

These few days are gonna be super tiring.

28th - Concert

29th - Exchange, ice skating with section(?) orchestra.

30th- Principal's Investiture.

31th - Finish homework. Hahah.

1st - New Year.

2nd - SCHOOL.

Fabulous.

2008-12-26T17:31:00.004+08:00

Hee, I wanna go this again (:

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing - looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own.

1. ~~I think it was the summertime, when I laid eyes on you.~~
2. Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you.
3. I got a lot of things, I have to do.
4. I got a lot to say to you.
5. ~~I met a girl named Tara, and she lived in the heart of America.~~
6. Here we are in the best days of our lives.
7. ~~It's you and me, moving at the speed of light into eternity.~~
8. When you try your best but you don't succeed.
9. ~~I've been waiting for dreams to turn into something I could believe in.~~
10. How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me.
11. So many are gonna say that they want you.
12. I've been waiting all for you, babe.
13. ~~If the heart is always searching, can you ever find a home?~~
14. If I should die before I wake, it's cos you took my breath away.
15. Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
16. Far away, this ship is taking me far away.
17. Long ago, just like the hearse you die to get in again.
18. Do you know where your heart is?
19. ~~I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground.~~
20. Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor.
21. ~~Story of my life, searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me.~~
22. ~~That's how much I love you, that's how much I need you.~~
23. Leave me out of the waste, this is not what I do.
24. You are young and so am I, and this is wrong, but who am I to judge.
25. ~~A hundred days have made me older, since the last time I saw your pretty face.~~
26. ~~When I see your smile, tears run down my face.~~
27. ~~The smell of your skin lingers on me now.~~
28. My hands are searching for you.
29. ~~I couldn't tell you, why she felt that way.~~
30. ~~I wanna lock you up in my closet, when no one's around.~~

This is rather hard eh. Haha.

Eh, QidstarGangsta, the last two my #1 idol! You know who already uhhh :D HAHAHA.

2008-12-24T21:15:00.001+08:00

Dear Oprah - Susan Cagle

I am broken
Got a problem
And my world is crashing down
I'm writing with the hope that my letter will be found
Don't expect you to read it
Probably got better things to do
I got no one to turn to
So I'm turning to you
I'm out on a ledge
I'm stepping to the edge
I'm at the end of my rope
You gotta give me some hope

Dear Oprah
You see I had to run away
Dear Oprah
And I ain't got nowhere to stay
I hope ya
I hope ya never feel this way
Probably got your own stuff to deal with anyway
Dear Oprah

It's shocking
What its come to
How my life is such a mess
How quickly you can loose it all
And I lost it I confess
Had a bad life, a bad home, and a messed up family
and I woke up one morning and got myself free

Dear Oprah
you see I had to run away
Dear Oprah
And I ain't got nowhere to stay
And I hope ya
I hope ya never feel this way
Probably got your own stuff to deal with anyway
Dear Oprah

Dear Oprah
Have you ever felt like breaking down
When there ain't no one who cares around
Were you feeling this way
Back in the day so blue
What did you do

Dear Oprah

Dear Oprah
You see I had to run away
Dear Oprah
And I ain't got nowhere to stay
And I hope ya
I hope ya never feel this way
Probably got your own stuff to deal with anyway
Dear Oprah

And I'm writing a letter, yeah
And I'm feelin' better, yeah

Dear Oprah
I hope ya never feel this way
Probably got your own stuff to deal with anyway
Guess I'll turn the tv on and see what you got to say
Dear Oprah

2008-12-24T19:54:00.002+08:00

Went bowling today with Ruzanna's family and Riqa. And we played pool also. Sad to say, I'm losing my bowling skills. Hahaha. Not even one strike. Loser eh. Then after that we went to 7 Eleven and it started to rain. How annoying. Saw my brother playing soccer at the street soccer court with his friends, and now they're at my house. Annoying.

Anyhoos, Azri showed me this video just now. Haha.

2008-12-23T19:52:00.015+08:00

Airport with clique to study (:

Thank God rehearsal is cancelled today. Mr Tan said we can manage. Anyway, the principals will be talking while we play. Not as if they'll hear us. Why do we even need people to play for Principals' Investiture man -.-

Okay, bye.

2008-12-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

Sheesh, YouTube's being an ass. No YouTube = no entertainment.

Tomorrow's going to be a super tiring day. Band from 8 a.m. to 4.30 p.m. then rehearsal from 7 to 9 p.m. Oh gosh, I hope I can actually stay awake till 9.

2008-12-20T16:30:00.017+08:00

Sec 4 farewell yesterday. It was fun! Though quite chaotic at some parts. I'm sure everyone enjoyed themselves. Our station for the Sec 4s was really gross. We blended tomatoes, carrots, celery and guava juice and made them drink it. Haha. I pity them, but it wasn't that bad! It's all vegetables anyway. Healthy. Hahah, right. But, almost the whole section tried it, and they said it was okay. But they felt like puking afterwards. As for me, I was too busy running around. My feet now hurt, a lot because of my shoes that are one size smaller than they should be.

The barbecue itself was alright, too. Our section was playing music and singing. Haha. We climbed the wall, like we do every year and played with sparklers! It was a blast. Thank you Nicole, Sarah Sim, Yue Shan and Amirah for barbecuing most of the food. Haha. And Nicole and Sarah, also, for washing up the stuff since everyone else left already. Left school at around 11.20 p.m., went home, bathed, fell asleep. I was so tired. My whole body's aching right now, after carrying so many things. But, it's only once a year we have a farewell.

And Ngee Ping! Don't stress already, okay! Everything went fine(: And take care. You scared me last night, you know! Haha.

PICTURES!

Jumpshot on the wall.

Jayne, Deborah and me.

Marilyn.

Amirah!

Aqida muke sleepy. Hahah.
Deborah.
Sarah Tan.

Jayne.

I can't upload all because blogger is being annoying, as usual. But if you really want them, come ask me! And I don't know why some of the pictures are blur.

2008-12-18T19:48:00.002+08:00

Jurong Point with Sha today (:

I can't wait for farewell tomorrow! Although someone's not coming ): But, oh well, it'll still be fun, I guess.

2008-12-17T20:10:00.005+08:00

I love hugs. And I love you too, Sunshine(:
I miss you like crap ):
Oh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH LIU HUI MIN! :D

2008-12-17T00:44:00.002+08:00

I must say, learning Woah Oh on the electric guitar with only tabs and videos, is not easy. But it's quite successful. Haha. I'm so awesomeeee. If only, I had this much interest in academics. Wouldn't that be wonderful? Hah.

2008-12-16T19:00:00.002+08:00

Ohmygosh, this guy is so cool. But I prefer his guy voice!

Have fun. Hahaha.

2008-12-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

It's not even 10 p.m. and I feel like I haven't slept for 48 hours.

Band today. Super tiring! Since I haven't had a proper band practice since 55th anniversary. And last week as kinda slack. But band was fine today. I missed it. Went out for dinner at Simpang Bedok with Mel's family. I was really not in the mood to laugh. I don't like to go out when I'm tired, unless it's with friends cos they're good company. I hope you see this.
I have one reason to be happy, and one reason to be sad. So, am I supposed to be happy or sad?

Sunshine's finally backkk! (:
But dork's leaving tomorrow ):
Ah, sucks.

2008-12-13T12:18:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm high today. Hahehooo.

Anyhoos, VJCSB's Not So Silent Night was yesterday. It was okay overall. Not what I expected, but you can see that they were enjoying themselves on stage, especially the guys. (Compared to us, we look like rocks producing music. Oops.) I guess having guys is more fun. They also had a skit. It was HSM 2-like, but instead of summer, it was Christmas. It was really funny, but I didn't get some parts. Oh well. And there's this thing about JC bands having at least one gay in their skit. But it was hilarious, I must admit. And I love Mr Tan! I like the way he conducts. So sad that he's leaving but at least I get to play with him 4 more times. And I didn't know Rou Hui was Student Conductor. Cool.

I'm not sure if I'm going for TJ's tomorrow. My brother said they only sold like, 100 tickets? Hmm.

I'm looking forward to our concert! Since it's the last concert of the year, we shall make it ultra fun.

I want to go outttt.

2008-12-13T10:16:00.006+08:00

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: For those who are guessing - looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own.

1. It's been the longest winter without you.
2. ~~Do you know what it feels like, loving someone who's in a rush to throw you away.~~
3. ~~I shouldn't love you, but I want to.~~
4. Today was the worst day, I went through hell.
5. ~~Check yes Juliet, are you with me?~~
6. It's our last time to share the stage, before we go our seperate ways.
7. ~~You walked with me, footprints in the sand.~~
8. ~~Come with me, stay the night. You say the words, but boy, it don't feel right.~~
9. ~~As I'm staring through this fire, it's too late to make you mine.~~
10. It's better to be warm, than unprepared. (I don't think anyone can guess this.)
11. Four letter word just to get me along.
12. ~~Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking.~~
13. ~~I feel you creepin', I can see it from my shadow.~~
14. ~~The thing about love, is that I never saw it coming.~~
15. ~~I got a lot of things, I have to do.~~
16. ~~Trying to decide, trying to decide if I really wanna go out tonight.~~
17. ~~I probably shouldn't say this, but at time I get so scared.~~
18. ~~Can you imagine, what would happen, if we could have any dream?~~
19. ~~Stacks on deck, patron' on ice.~~
20. I candy-coat and cover everything that I'm still hiding underneath.
21. ~~How to chose who to be. Well, let's see. There's so many choices now.~~
22. ~~We were both young when I first saw you.~~
23. ~~I hung up the phone tonight, something happened for the first time deep inside.~~
24. No more gas, in the red, can't even get it started.
25. ~~Oh hot damn, this is my jam.~~ (RAHMAH)
26. ~~Today's a winding road, that's taken me to places that I didn't want to go.~~
27. ~~I woke up early to baby blue eyes from the afar.~~
28. I like girls, and they like me.
29. ~~I always needed time on my own.~~
30. ~~The best about tonight's that we're not fighting.~~

Okay, happy guessing. You can probably guess that I was bored.

2008-12-11T19:46:00.008+08:00

Malibu.

That's the Hollywood sign for you, Jayne :D

I have no idea what my brother is doing, either.

I like being annoying and purposely being in the picture (:

And, again. Hehe.

I'm taller! Okay, fine no.

For some reason, my brother likes to carry that thing.

Hahaha. Compare what my brother wrote, to what the previous person wrote. "Queen Mary, POWER!" Gosh.

On Queen Mary.

Long Beach!

Universal Studios. The set for one of the movies. I forgot. Heh.

Sunrise!

There you go. Some pictures for you because I was bored.

2008-12-11T14:07:00.002+08:00

I am bored. So, I shall do this, again.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No cheating!

How are you feeling today?
Say It Again - Marié Digby (Say what?)

Will you get far in life?
Too Little Too Late - Jojo (What? Too little too late to get far in life?)

How do your friends see you?
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings (Does not make sense, does it?)

Will you get married?
In The Ayer - Flo-Rida ft. Will. I. Am and Fergie (Huh?)

What is your best friend's theme song?
Move Along - The All-American Rejects (What the..?)

What is the story of your life?
Footprints In The Sand - Leona Lewis (I leave a mark in people's life. Hahaha. Right.)

What was high school like?
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (I'm sure..)

How can you get ahead in life?
Dance With Me (Dance with me, and I can get far? Ah, interesting.)

What's the best thing about your friends?
Summer Love - Justin Timberlake (Nice?)

What's in store for this weekend?
T-Shirt - Shontelle (I'm gonna get a shirt! Hahah. Shopping, please?)

Describe your grandparents.
Crush - David Archuleta (HAHAHHAHAHAHAH! Oh wait, I know someone who thinks my Grandfather is cute. Ahem.)

How's your life going?
It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects (Awesome. Life's tough.)

What song will they play at your funeral?
That's Not My Name - The Ting Tings (Erm, they put my name wrongly on my...death cert?)

How does the world see you?
Disturbia - Rihanna (Thanks uh! Sheesh. Hahah.)

Will you have a happy life?
Next Plane Home - Daniel Powter (I will have a happy life if I take the next plane home. Yeah, sure. Makes a lot of sense.)

Do people secretly lust after you?
Woah Oh (Me Vs Everyone) - Forever The Sickest Kids (Woah oh, people do that! I know who. Someone who's name starts with a R. Hahaha.)

How can you make yourself happy?
Scream - HSM 3 (Hey, this makes sense. Scream when I'm angry/sad/whatever else.)

What should you do with your life?
Love Story - Taylor Swift (I should turn it into a love story?)

What song would you strip to?
If I Were A Boy - Beyoncé (Hahah. What the hell is this supposed to mean?)

What does your mum think of you?
Just Wanna Be With You - HSM 3 (Omg, she thinks I wanna be with her. "Whatever happens, I know I have you.") EWWWWW!!!

What is your deep, dark secret?
Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade (God, I was hoping it wouldn't be this. Ah, well, I guess my secret's out?)

What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Just Stand Up - Various Artists (How interesting.)

What's your personality like?
Dangerous - Akon ft. Kardinal Offishall (Watch out. Ha.)

What song will be played at your wedding?
Can I Have This Dance - HSM 3 (Awww.)

2008-12-09T23:45:00.003+08:00

I'm Goddamnit bored. I thought of actually completing my homework, but I'm too tired. I'm not sleepy though, cos I slept just now. Jetlag. Annoying.

Anyway, sectionals just now. I sound like *$^%(%$! I miss going to school. Ha. Then went to meet Melanie to get tickets then home. Used computer, watched TV and fell alseep. And I'm here again. And I realised, I haven't eaten dinner. Am I the best or what, huh?

I still miss dork and Sunshine.

Yes, I do miss people easily. And I get jealous easily. And I envy a lot of people.

Okay, done. I guess I shall try to go to sleep since there's band tomorrow.

2008-12-08T14:30:00.004+08:00

Random stuff about my time in LA.

- Rented a Cadillac Escalade because my brother wanted my mum to drive the same car as Kimora. Hahaha. No, I'm not kidding. Now, you know how materialistic my brother is.

- I missed eating home-cooked food. We eat outside everyday, it gets annoying. It's either kebabs (or kababs, like one of the restaurants said. HAHA. Sorry, I find it amusing, for some reason.), Indian food, Chinese food or pizza.

- I spent a lot of money. And when I say a lot, I mean it. The sales are crazy. Bought people Coach stuff. But not a lot. And Victoria's Secret too! Haha. Every time my mum and I passed a Victoria's Secret store, we'll definitely spend more than USD100. And we went there thrice. Awesome. If you didn't know me, I like to buy bras. HAHA.

- My mum hit someone's Mercedes. Hahah. And we were all making fun of her.

- We saw Angelina Jolie&Brad Pitt's paparazzi waiting outside their home.

- That Lincoln limo was the smallest limo I've ever sat it. Not fun.

- Universal Studios is cool. You should go there. You'll get to see cool sets, and maybe catch some stars. My mum got excited when she saw the actual Desperate Housewives set/houses. But, don't go on the Simpson's ride. I fell asleep.

- We actually didn't have accommodation for a few hours. All out stuff were in the car and we were waiting at Universal Studios until someone confirmed a place for us.

- My mum actually offered to buy me a guitar, but I refused because then, we'd have to carry two guitars back. And I was shy. Haha.

- There is such a place called Hotel Queen Mary. I mean, who would want to live on a haunted ship? Or perhaps, supposedly haunted.

- Rodeo Drive: Nice to window shop, not nice to actually shop, unless you've got the cash.

- I think cupcakes from Sprinkles is really fattening. You should see the amount of icing on it.

- Pinkberry frozen yogurt is nice.

- Beverly Hills, Bel-Air and Hollywood isn't what you see on TV.

- Because the radio stations in America always play songs over and over again, I've actually grown to like Womanizer and I HateThis Part. And Whatever You Like and Miss Independent is now annoying.

- One thing I've learnt: Wear shoes that you can take off and put on easily when you're coming home from America cos you have to take off your shoes during the security screening part. And you do not want to wear high-cut shoes.

- The weather was only nice when we were leaving. While we were there, it was always foggy.

- We had like twice the number of bags, than people when coming home. And I had to sit on my luggage to zip it. But, shopping there is worth it.

I AM JETLAG. It's only like, 2.50 in the afternoon. I thought it'd be 6 p.m. by now. Oh wells. I guess I better finish my homework. So little time left. 2009 sounds rather scary. I'm not really looking forward to it.

I hope I get to go to New York next year for my sister's graduation. But it's in May. Exams?

2008-12-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

Hello people.

I'm bored so I'm posting something

I have nothing to do. It's like, 8.15 in the morning here. I like the weather, but I still like the Sun in Singapore. We're going on a tour later, to see Movie Star's homes. Paris Hilton and Nicole Scherzinger live in the same zip code as us, and other popular people also. I forgot who. Cool eh? Haha.

I want to watch the iCarly filming! It's like, somewhere near here. And we could have watched Jimmy Kimmel also. But I don't really watch his show, so, yeah. Haha.

Okay, I shall go bathe cos it's cold. Okay, not really.

I'll be back on Monday. Yay. I miss too many people.

Okay, bye.

I miss my dork.
I miss Sunshine. Why are you going when I come back, huh?!
I miss bestfriends.

Happy 28th(:

2008-11-28T22:07:00.006+08:00

OH MY GOSHHH! I DELETED ALL THE CLASS CHALET PICS! OHMYGOSH, OHMYGOSH, OHMYGOSH.

I'M REALLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY SADDDDDDD. GOD, HOW STUPID.

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Sheesh! Now no more sunrise pictures. No more unglam pictures of people who just woke up. Ohmygodddddddddddddddddddd!!!

I'm so sorry :(

Ah, ohmygosh. I feel like crying. How stupid can I get.

2008-11-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

I'm really tired. Class chalet on Wednesday and Thursday. lazy to elaborate. I couldn't wake up in the morning today for band meeting so I was late. Sigh.

Remember I said I was going on holiday soon? I'm going on holiday tomorrow. And I just found out today. I'm coming back on the 8th. It's kinda long. I'm gonna miss a lot of people ):

Okay, I guess I better pack now. Bye.

Happy 27th(:

2008-11-25T20:00:00.005+08:00

Long post, with no substance, ahead. That's just the long way of saying, boring.

Yes, I've moved, yet again. I'm a fickle-minded person. Deal with it. The URL was a hurry-think-of-something-you've-got-two-minutes kinda thing. So, yeah, explains the randomness of it.

I really think I'm wasting time at home. I need to learn something new. A sport, perhaps, so that I can occupy time and keep fit. Somehow, I think the rehearsals everyday last week, at least, had some purpose. Ah, well. On the bright side, today was productive. Well, a little. I'm almost done with all the Heymath ~~crap~~ worksheets.

My body clock is really screwed. The earliest I can probably sleep is 2 a.m. And the earliest I wake up is 10 a.m. But, today, I slept at 2.45 a.m. and woke up 1.30 p.m. Ugh, pig. I wonder how I'm going to wake up for band practices in December. Speaking of band, I miss band. I'm looking forward to the concert with Nakamura Girls' High, though I don't exactly enjoy the thought of playing La Forza, yet again.

I have a feeling we, as in family, will end up going to L.A./Las Vegas some time soon. And by soon, I mean, next week. Yes, that soon. My dad did ask when we wanted to go last night. He probably went to book the tickets. There are advantages of having your dad have this kind of job cos we usually get tickets on short notice. I'd rather go to Bali, though. Kinda sick of America. What rubbish am I talking? I've been to Bali 3 times in 1 year. But Bali's niceee.

Anyhoos, class chalet tomorrow and Thursday. Let's make it fun, babes. Barbequeeee! Frin shall supervise so we don't burn the place down.

My mum's going to scream again because of the number of texts I've sent. I freaking sent a mass text to like, half the class. Sheesh.

Happy 6th, dork(: Ily.

2008-11-24T22:09:00.005+08:00

Are you 15 years or older?
I'm 14.

How many texts are in your inbox as of right now?
A lot. Lousy Sony Ericsson can only store 1000 texts so I have to delete them quite often.

Are you a textaholic?
Yeah, that's why I wish I had unlimited texting.

What is the most annoying song out right now?
Womanizer.

Do you still talk to your first love?
And, who was that?

Do you miss being a little kid sometimes?
Definitely.

What is the best flavor of Kool-Aid?
Kool-Aid?

Name something you think is way overrated:
Hmm, I don't know.

What was the last fast food restaurant you went to?
Is Pizza Hut fast food? No, right? Then Macs.

Did you go inside or run through the drive-thru?
Drive-thru. My mum drives, so yeah.

Do you think you should wait until you're married to have sex?
Yeah.

What is the name of a main character from your favorite movie?
No favourite movie.

Do you hate it when people use gay as an insult? [ex. thats so gay]
Not really.

Do you have a friend named Adam?
Cousin, yeah.

Do you like the Georgia Bulldogs?
No?

Do you have a crazy uncle?
I have no idea. Who knows?

Have you ever bought something from eBay?
Nah.

Does your cell phone flip or slide?
Flip.

Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
I don't drive.

Who was the last person you slapped?
Can't remember.

Have you ever eaten anything disgusting for money?
Ew, no.

Do you know someone that is pregnant right now?
I don't think so.

If we are what we eat, what are you?
Fats!

Do you own any REAL designer purses?
Kinda.

Do you wear thongs?
Hahah, no thanks. I don't need cloth stuck up my butt crack.

Can you name all seven dwarfs?
Nah.

Whats on your Christmas wish list this year?
Money, honey.

Are you happy that Obama won the election?
I don't really care.

When's the last time you had chicken nuggets?
Saturday.

Do you like the band The Maine?
Don't listen to them.

Are you wearing jeans right now?
Nah.

Do you remember the first movie you ever saw in theaters?
No.

What breed dog do you have or want?
None.

Have you ever cheated on a really big test in school?
I don't know. I don't think so. I'm a good kid. -cheeky smile-

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
There are, some.

Are you in love?
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

Do you have any piercings besides your ears?
Nope.

When was the last time you went on a picnic?
Ages ago.

Who's your last missed called from?
Brotherrr.

Be honest now, did you miss their call on purpose?
Not really. I was carrying stuff so I didn't have a free hand. Is that on purpose?

What is the closest pink object near you?
Part of my phone.

Think of the last time you said "I love you." Did you mean it?
Yes, of course.

What holiday is your birthday closest to?
I have no idea.

Have you seen all of the Spiderman movies?
I don't think so.

2008-11-22T13:37:00.003+08:00

I said I'd do this quite often. So, here goes.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No cheating!

How are you feeling today? The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne (Awesome :D)

Will you get far in life? Get Up - Ciara ft. Chamillionaire (If I get up, I will get far?)

How do your friends see you? Hips Don't Lie - Shakira ft Wyclef Jean

Will you get married? Like You'll Never See Me Again - Alicia Keys (What's this supposed to mean, huh?)

What is your best friend's theme song? Sure Looks Good To Me - Alicia Keys (Yeah, y'all look good to me. Hahah.)

What is the story of your life? Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade (Say whattt?!)

What was high school like? Do You Know - Enrique Iglesias

How can you get ahead in life? Best of Both Worlds - Hannah Montana (Haha, interesting.)

What's the best thing about your friends? That's What You Get - Paramore

What's in store for this weekend? Jenny - The Click Five (I'll meet a new friend called Jenny? Hahaha.)

Describe your grandparents. The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls (HAHAHA. Sorry, I find it amusing, for some reason.)

How's your life going? Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney (Just so you know, this feeling's taking control, of me, and I can't help it.)

What song will they play at your funeral? My Heart - Irwansyah ft Acha Septriasa

How does the world see you? Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood

Will you have a happy life? You and Me - Lifehouse (I will have a happy life with you. Whoever you is(: )

Do people secretly lust after you? Hurt - Christina Aguilera

How can you make yourself happy? Hum Hallelujah - Fall Out Boy

What should you do with your life? Go Ahead - Alicia Keys

What song would you strip to? Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (Yeah, suuure. If I were drunk!)

What does your mum think of you? Wait For You - Elliot Yamin

What is your deep, dark secret? School Of Rock - Jack Black (I wanna go to School of Rock?)

What is your mortal enemy's theme song? I Belong To Me - Jessica Simpson (Hahaha.)

What's your personality like? You're Beatiful - Kenny G (Hahahahahaha. Ah, well. Thanks?)

What song will be played at your wedding? Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne (Aww. So sweet(: )

2008-11-22T12:35:00.000+08:00

I'm (still) happy. Let's hope this lasts(:

My eye hurts, damn it.

2008-11-21T22:49:00.004+08:00

I'm happy!

The very first thing that made me happy was finding out that Mckey won! Seeee, Rahmah. I told you! Your lousy, duck-faced Analeigh didn't even make it to Top 2. Tsk tsk, lousy. Oh wait, I said that already. Hahaha. My Sam and Mckey were Top 2!

Second thing is that I didn't screw up the solos!(!!) Not even Rocky. Well, I kinda did, but it was so much better than the other times when I had like, mental block. And I was a bit soft. But, it's okay! I did it! Hehehe. Nadirah was like, "See, Itolchu you can do it! Hahaha."

There's another reason I'm happy. Haha. But, people don't need to know.
I got to see you(:
Anyway, I was kinda happy the lights were blinding. Because of that, I couldn't see the audience so I wasn't afraid. I guess there is one good thing about the lights. But other than that, it's horrible. Haha.

I stayed for the dinner. I didn't really like the food. Haha. And I wasn't really hungry either, so I didn't eat a lot.

Now, I'm finally home. My body's really tired. But, my eyes are like, wide open.

Orchestra tomorrow! Yay. Next week, no band, no orchestra. Awesome or whatttt! Class chalet and maybe, Haji Lane next week.

I'm happy. Okay, fine, I said that already.

2008-11-20T19:00:00.004+08:00

Seriously tired, right now. Went to school sick, and came back perfectly fine. Isn't it usually the other way round? No need to elaborate about rehearsals. Pretty much the same thing.

Saw Isya today! Yay.

55th anniversary is tomorrow. I will not screw up the solo. No, I won't.

I miss Sunshine's hugs, a lot.
I miss you ~~quite~~ very terribly.
I miss you ~~quite~~ very terribly.
I miss you ~~quite~~ very terribly.
I miss you ~~quite~~ very terribly.
I miss you ~~quite~~ very terribly.
You have no idea.
Something pulled me back; the voice of reason I forgot I had.

2008-11-18T17:14:00.005+08:00

I'm in 3e9! I was so afraid I wouldn't get my first choice. And there's Adliya (BBBC! As Arra calls us), Yaisyah, Aqida, Audrey, Deborah, Hoi Leng, Clara, Shuen Wen and JiaXin. I think that's all that I know. Yes, all three trumpeters are in the same class. Awesome. And Ms Ang is teaching us Lit! Hehe, I'm so happy.

Rehearsal today. I though it would be a bad day today, judging from the way the day started. But, I was wrong! Today's rehearsal was quite good. Well, at least better than yesterday. I still hate the smoke and the lights. The smoke makes my eyes itchy and makes it difficult for me to breathe. Another reason I'm happy is because I didn't screw the American Graffiti solo! No wrong notes. I'm so happy. But I guess I just need to play louder. Today I'm so happy! Even though there aren't many reasons to be happy. But, there isn't anything wrong with being happy!

Going to school at 2 p.m. tomorrowwww.

I said 'happy' 6 times in this post. Okay, make that seven.

My bill just came. $166.85. SMS alone is $135.15. Gosh. I think even businessmen don't have bills that high. My brothers' bills are 4 times lesser than mine. My mum doesn't understand why we have conversations through SMS. She told me to use the house phone. Haha, I do not like to use the house phone.

2008-11-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

I know I've done this before, but I decided to test my luck today. I think I will do this quite often.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No cheating!

How are you feeling today? When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

Will you get far in life? It Ends Tonight - All-American Rejects (Oh, crap!)

How do your friends see you? A Night To Remember - HSM 3

Will you get married? Catastrophe - FTSK (Ohmygosh. Why is it always Catastrophe when it comes to marriage!! This is not good.)

What is your best friend's theme song? Do You Know - Enrique Iglesias

What is the story of your life? If Everyone Cared - Nickelback (Is this supposed to mean something?)

What was high school like? I Want It All - HSM 3 (Hmm.)

How can you get ahead in life? If I Were A Boy - Beyoncé (Oh gosh.)

What's the best thing about your friends? Umbrella - Rihanna (Hahah, reminds me of Rahmah and her umbrella stickers.)

What's in store for this weekend? Miss Independant - Ne-Yo

Describe your grandparents. Move Along - All-American Rejects

How's your life going? That's Not My Name - The Ting Tings

What song will they play at your funeral? Better In Time - Leona Lewis (Not bad.)

How does the world see you? 7 Things - Miley Cyrus (This doesn't mean anything.)

Will you have a happy life? Thunder - Boys Like Girls (Huh?)

Do people secretly lust after you? Too Little Too Late - Jojo

How can you make yourself happy? Three Cheers For Five Years - Mayday Parade

What should you do with your life? Everything Back But You - Avril Lavigne (Yes, this makes sense. A lot of sense.)

What song would you strip to? Bundled Up - FTSK (Hahaha. Wth!)

What does your mum think of you? Say It Again - Marié Digby

What is your deep, dark secret? Can I Have This Dance - HSM 3

What is your mortal enemy's theme song? In The Ayer - Flo-Rida ft. Will.I.Am

What's your personality like? Footprints In The Sand - Leona Lewis

What song will be played at your wedding? Dangerous - Akon ft. Kardinal Offishal (Ooh, interesting. I led a dangerous life. That girl is so dangerous. That girl is a bad girl.)

2008-11-17T21:20:00.003+08:00

I am drained already. I think I'll be a zombie by the time Friday comes. Sigh. Went to school at around 2.15 p.m. today to work on the solos. Grr, I still can't get it right. So frustrating.

(Start of rant. I advise you not to read on.)
The rehearsal itself was annoying because firstly, of the lights. They're so bright, and you get it from both sides, when you're sitting right smack in the middle. Precisely where I'm sitting. Then secondly, it's the smoke from the machine halfway through the song. I nearly suffocated after breathing it in. God. So much for being able to give our feedback. In the end, nothing was done. Thank God, we were released early today. I wanted to run but my mum didn't allow because it's at night. She asked me to run in the morning, but there will be sun! a.k.a HOTT. Haha.
(End of rant.)

I'm going to school at 8 a.m. tomorrow! I hope rehearsal tomorrow will be better.

2008-11-17T01:49:00.003+08:00

Hehe. I got bored at 1 a.m. so I changed the skin. I might stick to this because I'm a lazy bum. And the image, is just a random picture I took. I want to change it but I haven't found one that is nice enough yet. So, it shall remain as that.

And I also managed to revive my iPod. I'm happy.

Goodnight!

2008-11-17T00:09:00.003+08:00

~~Today~~ Yesterday was quite a good day, somehow.

Finally cleared my cupboard. Threw away some clothes and kept some. Now, it's actually easier to put something else in there. It used to be so packed. Then, my mum baked chocolate cupcakes! I know the people who came to my house before are becoming jealous (: I just watched TV for the rest of the day. And, took a nap. Yup.

I just listened to the recording of Acclamation during La Musique Du Monde. I think that's the only song that makes me smile, unlike Rocky or Dancing Amadeus. I can actually be heard, and I didn't make mistakes. I wish I was like that all the time. Sigh. I really must woke harder since it's SYF next year, and I actually have a position this time. Yes, I will.

I will not screw up Rocky on Friday.
I will not screw up Rocky on Friday.
I will not screw up Rocky on Friday.
I have a goal, which Fai knows about(:

When you have goal, you have a destination and you will improve! Haha.

Hell week begins soon. I think I'll get ulcers by Friday. Grr.

2008-11-16T12:37:00.001+08:00

Friendster suckssssss. I only have 14 friends left. Goddd. Friendster's always screwed anyway.

I want to watch Madagascar 2. Watch with me?(:

2008-11-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

Yay! Sam's in top 3 and Marjorie is out. Omg, I'm so happy! I hate Marjorie. Hahaha. And last week, I was happy also because Elina was out. I want Sam/Mckey to win! And not Analeigh (ahemRAHMAH!!!ahem) cos she looks like a duck. Sam and Mckey are so pretty cos they don't look like ducks. Hahaha.

Okay, this was just to annoy Rahmah cos we were arguing over ANTM. Hahah. Stupid, I know.

2008-11-15T18:40:00.004+08:00

Typical Saturday today. Band in the morning then orchestra at 3 p.m. Amirah came back today! I was so happy. Heh. She had lunch with us. It was nice catching up and knowing what happened during their prom yesterday. Hoho. And band committee was announced today. Quite unexpected, I must say. Orchestra, the usual. But with new people today. Oh, met Daphne also, after so long.

Oh, I had a weird dream last night. I dreamt that I went to some Music school in New York. Hahaha. It was fun but sad, when I had to leave. And I only cried when I hugged Nidia. I didn't cry when I hugged anybody else. Haha. Weird, much?

I miss my dork ):

2008-11-14T20:28:00.003+08:00

Band and rehearsal today. So tiring. Urgh.

I came at 7.55 a.m. with MacDonalds' breakfast. Haha. I actually ate breakfast today. Awesome. Haha. Talked with SongWei till band started. Sectionals the whole time. We got the set pieces today. I wonder how it sounds like with the whole band. Rehearsal was okay. I thought I was gonna fall off the bench and die. Hahaha. It's so damn scary to stand on the bench, okay!

My mum picked me up and we went to my aunty's house. Her name is Rahmah. Hahahaha. I never knew that, until today because they always called her A(h)mah. I said to my mum in the car, "Her name's Rahmah? As is, R-A-H-M-A-H, Rahmah?!" Then I think she thought I was crazy cos I laughed to myself.

I am really sleepy and it's not even 9 p.m. I shall sleep early today then.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARILYN LEE!
It's pink because you're a bimbo :D

Happy 24th!(:

2008-11-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

My body clock is damn screwed.

I don't like the rain.

I want to complete all my homework as fast as possible, so I can go shopping (Christmas Sale!!!) and be a pig at home.

I want to know my Sec 3 class like, now!

I want 55th Anniversary to be over.

I'm not really looking forward to class chalet :/

I want to go Haji Lane next, next week.

My mum wants to go on holiday from 15th - 25th December. I hate last minute holidays.

I want to go to Bali, for the fourth time. It's just relaxing. But, screw the horrible people.

I am tired today. 9 hours of band tomorrow. Oh, the joy.

2008-11-12T20:32:00.001+08:00

Alamak, Adliya. Now I online, and you're not. Haha.

Went out just now with Frin, Fai and Qid! We just wanted to take pictures. So, I'm waiting for Fai to upload them.

2008-11-11T23:10:00.003+08:00

1. The person who tagged you this quiz is?
-Adliyaaaa. Hahaha.

2. Relationship with her?
- Bitching buddy!

3. Five impression of her.
- Smart.
-Taller than me. Sheesh.
-Fun to bitch with.
-Has many retarded ideas. Haha.
- She's always bored!

4. Most memorable thing she had done for you.
- Uhh, I don't know!

5. Most memorable thing she ever told you.
- Something to do with butter being thrown out the window. Hehehe.

6. If she becomes your lover, you will?
- Nahh, will never happen.

7. If she becomes your lover, what must she improve on?
- Be less smart. Hahaha.

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
- I don't know.

9. Overall impression?
- Smart la. Haha.

10. How do you think the people around you think about you?
- Ask them, man.

11. Characteristic in you that you like?
- Nothing. Haha.

12. Characteristic in you that you hate?
- Everything?

13. Most ideal person you want to be?
- Gosh, I have no idea.

14. For people that love and care for you, say something to them.
- Thank you for caring for me, and I love you too!

15. Pass this quiz to 10 other people.
1. Adliya.
2. Syaf.
3. Rahmah.
4. Fai.
5. Frin.
6. Qid.
7. Isya.
8. Shasha.
9. Suharti.
10. Nidia.

16. Who is 6 having relationship with?
- Qid. Nobody?

17. If 7 and 10 get together, will it be a good thing?
- Isya and Nidia. Both have somebody else. Haha.

18. What is 2 studying?
- Syaf. Nothing? Her O's are over. Haha.

19. What kind of band does 8 like?
- Shasha. Weird bands. Hahaha.

20. Does 1 have siblings?
- Adliya. She has 2 sisters.

21. Will you woo 3?
- Rahmah. Uh, no? Haha.

22. How about 7?
- Isya. Somebody else woo her already la. Haha.

23. Is 4 single?
- Fai. Should be.

24. What is 5 surname?
- Frin. Abdul Razak. Or, as she likes to say it, Abdul Ronaldo!

25. What are 10 hobbies?
- Nidia. I don't know.

26. Do 5 and 9 get along well?
- Frin and Suharti. They don't know each other.

27. Where is 2 studying at?
- Syaf. She's leaving TK ): Haha.

28. Say something about 1
- Adliya. She's not what you think she is. Hahaha.

29. Where does 9 live?
- Suharti. Bukit Batok.

30. What colour does 4 like?
- Fai. I don't know.

31. Are 5 and 1 best friends?
- Frin and Adliya. Nah.

32. What is 6 doing now?
- Qid. I don't know. Sleeping?

2008-11-11T01:08:00.008+08:00

I think you get immune to staying at home after doing it for so long. Haha. I'm actually lazy to go out. How amazing. But once I go out, I don't like to stay at home. Interesting, eh?

I'm re-watching movies that I've watched years ago. And I can conclude, I am old. I forget how the movie goes. Dang.

I still need to finish (annoying) Heymath and the (ridiculous amount of) English homework.

8 days till we know our Sec 3 classes. Ohmygosh!
10 days to 55th Anniversary. I want this to be over and done with.
15 days to class chalet.
47 days to concert with Nakamura Girls' High.
52 days to the first day of school, next year.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAHMAH!(:

O's end in a few hours(: Okay, like as if it concerns me.

Adliya, I'm still annoyed. Hahahaha. Not by you, of course.

I think I should go sleep now. Goodnight.

2008-11-09T20:41:00.002+08:00

What does the newest text message in your inbox say?
Hahaha!

What was the last song you sang out loud?
Whoa Oh - FTSK.

Do you have any sisters?
Yes.

What time did you go to bed last night?
12am.

Are you currently happy?
Uhm, neutral.

When was the last time you cried?
I can't remember.

Who gives you the best advice?
I don't know.

Who did you talk on the phone with last night?
Cleon.

Is anything bugging you right now?
Nah.

What was the last thing to make you laugh?
I don't know.

Do you wear toe socks?
Nope.

Who is the last person you missed a call from?
TY.

What annoys you most in a person?
Hmm, a lot of things.

Who did you go to the movies with last?
Frin.

What is the color of your room?
Blue.

Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Maybe?

Do you own an iPod?
Yes.

What is the reason behind your MySpace song?
No MySpace.

Who was the last person you saw in person?
Maid, I think.

Have you changed this year?
Yeah.

What are you listening to right now?
If I Were A Boy - Beyoncé

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
I'm texting.

Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open.

Is there a quote you live by?
No.

Do you want someone/something you can't have?
I don't think so.

Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes.

Whats the worst idea you've had this week?
I'm not gonna say it here.

What were you doing last night at 11?
On the computer.

Do you speak any other languages?
Yup.

Are you a blonde?
No.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Nothing, I think.

Who is/are your best friend[s]?
Syaf, Rahmah, Adliya, Frin, Fai, Isya, Qid, Sha, Fea.

Who's number one on your top friends?
You.

Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
Sometimes, I think.

Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
I don't think so.

2008-11-09T15:45:00.002+08:00

I just came back from a wedding, and guess who I saw. Cikgu Ashikin! Okay, shocker. Haha. And I saw Ustazah Norharyati from Perdaus also. She remembers me and all three brothers. Hahah. And other people we met, I got the usual, "Wah, da besar eh." It means, "Wow, so big already." Yes, I know. I'm very big, as in fat. Hahaha.

Ohmygosh. Band this Friday from 9am-3pm, then rehearsal for 55th anniversary from 3pm till 6pm. Grr. Then the next day there's still full day band. Godd.

My mouse battery is flat! Ha, annoying. So I have to touch the screen. Hahaha. It's really irritatingggg. I don't like touch screen stuff, be it computer or phone.

2008-11-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

I am tired. I say that every Saturday. Ha. But I only say it when I'm at home because you don't feel tired when you're busy doing something, no?

Anyhoos, band in the morning. Uh, band's getting better, I think. Haha. Lunch was fun. Lunch is always fun anyway. Haha. Left at 2.30pm. Rehearsal from 3pm till about 4.45pm. Super duper tiring. It's like, non-stop playing of high notes. Then I had to wait for my mum till 6pm!!!! Omg. She actually asked me to take taxi but I refused so I had to wait for 75 minutes because she went for facial. Ha, serves me right, right? Then she drove super fast to Pasir Ris cos I made her late to meet an agent, I think. Haha. We still haven't confirmed our rented house, ohmygosh. Anyway, from the Pasir Ris house, I learn that my house is considered big, except my room. Haha. Finally reached home at like, 7.30pm? Yeah, out of the house for 12 hours.

Cleon wants to go watch a movie with me after his last paper which ends in the morning. Gosh.

2008-11-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

I've been really bored. I need to go out. I want to watch a movie. I have no idea how many hours I've been online. I watched Another Cinderella Story yesterday and Raise Your Voice today. I watched Raise Your Voice before but I forgot. Like, ohmygosh, I'm totally getting old.

Anyway, Adliya didn't come online today so I cannot rant to her! But thank God for Haziyah, who shares the same views as me. Hahahah. Haziyah, we shall make the bowling and movie marathon + midnight feast thing happen this year.

I'm sleepy, and I'm supposed to do Math after this. Dang. School tomorrow. Maybe I shall go sleep now.

One more thing,
Happy 23rd!(:

2008-11-07T21:49:00.002+08:00

Do you walk up stairs 2 at a time?
No. I walk up 3 steps at a time.

Have you ever seen someone get hit by a car?
No, thank God.

Do you hate liars?
Not really. Everyone lies.

Are you scared of spiders?
Big ones only.

Would you be able to go out with someone that has a kid?
Depends.

Who's the newest member of your family?
Me?

Would you ever work at McDonald's?
Maybe.

Do you own any pink pajamas?
I don't own any pjs.

Do you know any who is 'gangsta'?
Maybe.

Who should win American Idol this year?
David Cook won.

Do you like the band 'Bullet For My Valentine'?
I don't listen to them.

When's the last time you scared someone?
I can't remember.

What swear word do you use too much?
I shan't be vulgar now.

Do you know anyone that's tried meth?
Possibly.

What color is your mouse pad, if you have one?
It's like, okay, I don't know how to describe it.

Who's the 1 person that always makes you feel better, no matter how bad?
No one person.

Do you hate school enough to drop out?
Nah. School's kinda fun.

What TV Shows were you obsessed with when you were younger?
Blue's Clues, maybe. I can't remember.

Have you ever heard the song 'Love Song' by Sara Bareilles?
Uhuh.

If so; Do you like it?
It's alright.

Have you ever given anyone a hickey?
Hahaha.

What are the last animals you saw mating?
My cats? Hahahaha.

Most outragous color you've ever dyed your hair?
Never dyed my hair. I think people who dye their hair are fake, unless you wanna hide your white hair. But, highlights are different.

Would you ever share a guy with your best friend?
Ohmygosh, no?!

Are you afraid of falling in love?
Hmm.

Have you ever read a 'Stephen King' novel?
Nah, I don't like to read.

Do you believe in ghosts?
Sometimes. How weird, right? Haha.

Have you ever went to the funeral of someone who commited suicide?
I don't know anyone who comitted suicide, I think.

Who's bed did you last lay on?
Mine.

Do you feel bad for Britney Spears?
Kinda. Her mum screwed her childhood/teenage years.

Do you hate your most recent ex?
God.

Did you ever wear suspenders?
I think I wore them before. Hahahaha.

Have you ever watched 'Desperate Housewives'?
Yeah.

Do you get bored with people you date easily?
Nope.

How many messages are on your answering machine right now?
None.

Who's the last celebrity someone said you looked like?
I don't look like any celebrity.

Do you have your nose pierced?
Nah.

Isn't it annoying when people ask for you advice, but then they do totally the opposite of what you say?
No. I suck at giving people advice anyway. But after all, it is their life, their decision.

2008-11-06T16:40:00.002+08:00

Was it a boy or a girl to text you last ?
It was a dork.

Name something you are doing tomorrow?
Breathing.

Do you sleep on your stomach?
Sometimes.

Where are you going to be at 4pm tomorrow?
Home?

Last time you saw fireworks, with whom & where?
I think it was after the Honour Bands in Concert thing outside VCH.

Are you missing someone?
Maybe.

Do you like horror or comedy?
I prefer comedy. But a little horror is good too.

Who did you last share a taxi with?
Sha and Fea.

Dogs or cats?
Cats.

What were you doing at 12 this afternoon?
Lying down, doing nothing.

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
No.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I don't know.

What's your favourite season?
Autumn.

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
I don't know.

Do you hate being alone?
Most of the time.

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Yeah.

What about a guy?
Used to. Now I hate him. Ha.

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
Nah.

What colour shirt are you wearing?
Blue.

What are you listening to right now?
You make it real - James Morrison

If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
Whatever I want.

What was the last thing you bought?
Clothes.

What's your greatest fear in life?
Myself. Hahaha.

Who was the last person to see you cry?
I don't know.

Who was the last person you hugged?
Still Sunshine. Haha.

Do you think you would be a good parent?
I don't know.

When was the last time you cried?
That day, cos I was really scared. Hahahaha.

Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
Mum.

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
My butt. Hahah.

Who was the last person that texted you and what did it say?
Hahaha! Alright then. Nights, ly. Dnt slp so late! -Some dork. Hahaha.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
"I should finish Heymath today."

How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
I don't really talk on the phone.

Do you like your bed?
It's alright.

Do you like your life?
Not really.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Nah.

When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
I don't know. Years ago?

Do you ever wanna know who you are going to marry?
I don't know.

How much cash do you have on you?
I don't know.

Who are the 3rd and 7th texts in your phone from?
The same dork. Haha.

Are you tanned?
Am I?

Are you upset with anyone?
Nah.

Did you get any compliments today?
Nope.

Have you ever gone to court?
Yeah! For a tour. Haha.

Do you get jealous easily?
Kinda.

How good is your eyesight?
Bad.

Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
Why not?

What time did you wake up this morning?
Ohmygosh, I cannot remember.

What are you doing Saturday?
Band, orchestra.

What is in your back pocket?
No back pocket.

2008-11-06T15:26:00.002+08:00

I've done almost half of my Math homework. Haha, ohmygosh, I love myself. I never thought that I'd even get started on it since we all know that the teachers won't even bother to check them next year. But since I feel like a pig, I decided to do it while watching TV.

The front part of my house looks like a construction site because of the soil test. Our garden is officially, dead. And it's noisy and smells like, erm, oil. Not very pleasant. Another not so pleasant fact is that I have to share a room with my annoying 16-year-old, (loud)guitar-playing, muay thai-fighting, never-ever-studying brother when we move into the rented house. Dang.

2008-11-05T16:39:00.001+08:00

Oh, damn it. It's only 1639hrs. I'm bored, and it's really hot.

There are Bangladeshi workers in my garden. They like to sing.

2008-11-04T23:44:00.006+08:00

Explain your relationship status: Unavailable(:

Name a lyric from the last song you listened to: I can't remember the last song I listened to.

What time did you get up this morning? Afternoon, you mean? I woke up at 12 pm.

What did you wear today? Jeans&shirt and shorts&tee.

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? Glasses.

How many windows are open on your computer? 3.

What are you doing after this? Sleep, maybe.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? Hang Ten. Hahahaha. That's why I wear it at home.

Do you like to cuddle? Yeah, sure.

How tall are you? 161.5 cm. So short, I know. Shut up.

Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J? No.

Do you like hugs? Sure thing.

Are you a loud person? Yes.

Are you wearing underwear right now? Yeah.

Look to your left, what do you see? Door.

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow? I do something interesting.

Have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend? Yeah, haha. Oops.

Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes? Erm, not really.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life? I don't know.

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything about you? Not everything.

Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes? Arra, I think.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking? I have to, most of the time.

Last hug and from who? Last Saturday from Sunshine!

Would you ever dye your hair blonde? Ew, no.

Is something bothering you? Not really.

Do you believe that you can change for someone? Depends.

What woke you up this morning? It was hot.

Would you go back in time to change something? Of course.

Is it hard leaving people behind? Yes.

What are you excited for? The next time I'm going to get out of the house.

Who was the last missed call? Ben.

At the moment are you more warm or cold? Neutral.

What was the last thing you spent your money on? MRT. I didn't have my Ezlink. Ah, idiot.

Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer? Nope.

What are you doing right now? This, breathing.

Do you have a cozy mattress? Kinda.

Is there someone that you will never stop loving? Maybe.

Do you plan on moving out within the next year or two? We're moving out, but temporarily only.

Are you mean? I think so.

Where is your number one person on your friends list? Sleeping.

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug? Idk.

Is it cute when a girl/guy kisses you on the forehead? I guess.

Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever? No.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? I think so.

Has anyone ever crawled through your window? No. Haha.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close? I hope not.

Are you afraid of falling in love? Not really.

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you? Maybe.

Has anyone ever told you they love you? Yes, of course (:

Have you ever felt replaced? I think so.

Are you listening to music right now? Nah.

Are you comfortable with answering personal questions? Depends.

How is life going for you right now? Alright, I guess.

What was the first thing you thought about this morning? The time.

What are you wearing right now? Tee and shorts.

Do you think you are a freak? At times, yes.

What pisses you off the most? -

Where do you want to be a year from now? I don't know.

What do you do to relieve stress? Stuff that I shan't say, cos people will get scared.

Are you proud of yourself? Not exactly.

Are the majority of your friends male or female? Female.

Would you go back and change any part of your life? Uhuh.

What's one thing you would change about yourself? Attitude.

Have you ever had a serious conversation with your dad? No. My dad's not serious.

Hook-up or the whole relationship thing? Idk.

Do you think someone has feelings for you? Hmm, I don't know.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? Not quite very big.

Do you still have items that belong to your ex? No.

When will your next kiss be? I don't know.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone? No, not really.

Do you know anybody who was abused? Maybe.

2008-11-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

I feel accomplished today because I managed to remain out of the house from 2pm till 6.30pm, I went shopping even though I didn't actually feel like it and I got started on holiday homework. How amazing am I? Though I think I've managed to put on a kilogram, or two during the holidays. Sigh. I'll lose it, somehow.

I want to go out with my friends, and not my mum. But, on the plus side, mumxzxz = moneyzxzxz. So, I can buy whatever I want cos the money's just right there! Awesomexzxz. Ew, I hate ~~talking~~ typing like that. It looks ugly.

Should I go to school on Friday? I'm supposed to tell Arra tomorrow. Aw, man. I shall see.

I lost my Chemistry homework. I'm the best.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING MALAY O's TOMORROW!
Everyone's scared. Okay, not everyone. I only know of one person.

I feel like doing Math. Ohmygosh, I'm such a geek. If only I can keep this up till next year. Wait a minute. Make that, till the dreaded 'O' Levels are over. I'll love myself, if it happens. I shall make it happen then.

I think I talk too much. I shall go do a survey. Yay me.

I love my dork!(:
Don't you think dorks are hot? Hoho.

2008-11-03T21:38:00.005+08:00

Who is in the house with you?

- Almost whole family, except one brother who's at Muay Thai.

Who was the last person to msg you?

- S.

Who are you thinking about now?

- Myself. Ha.

Who did you last talk to on the phone?

- Mum. Haha.

Who was your favorite teacher?

- I haven't had a favourite teacher in a long time.

Who's birthday is next?

- Idk?

Who was the last person you told you love them?

- S.

Who do you wish you were with right now?

- Friends.

Who's your favorite relative?

- Uh, idk.

Where are you schooling?

- TKGS.

Where do you live?

- Tanah Merah.

Where is your phone?

- On the laptop.

Where are your parents?

- Mum's downstairs, dad's in his room.

Where do you sleep?

- In my room.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?

- Shop.

Where did you last take a car ride to?

- Home.

Where in your house are you?

- On my bed.

WHAT(s):

What was the last thing you ate?

- Doritos. Yes, unhealthy, I know.

What was the last thing you drank?

- Milo, I think. Or was it Ice Lemon Tea? Can't remember.

What color pants are you wearing?

- Dark blue.

What kind of cell phone do you have?

- Sony Ericsson W380i

What is the closest item near you that is blue?

- Almost everything in my room in blue. But the nearest is erm, my shirt and shorts?

What is your favorite color?

- I don't really have a favourite colour.

What messaging service do you use?

- M1.

What is your most used away message?

- Huh?

What is your favorite website?

- Idk.

What is your favorite shoe brand?

- No favourites, damn it.

What do you wear more jeans or shorts?

- Jeans.

What is the last movie watched?

-HSM3.

What song do you currently hear?

- The news -.-

WHY(s):

Why are you taking this survey?

- I'm bored.

Why do you have a xanga?

- Nah.

Why does basically half the world have a myspace?

- You're asking me?

Why are your best friends your best friends?

- My best friends are my best friends because they're my best friends (:

Why is wood brown?

- Ask God.

Why do the people on the news repeat the same thing over and over again?

- They do?

WHEN(s):

When did everyone become obsessed with Friendster?

- I'm not God. Don't ask me these kind of questions.

When did you start school?

- Nursery.

When did you meet your best friend?

- Primary school.

When did you last go to the mall?

- Saturday.

When did you last buy a new pair of pants?

- 3 months ago.

When did you last burn a candle?

- Idk.

When were you last at school?

- Saturday.

When did you last see your dad?

- Just.

When did you last take a shower?

- Few hours ago.

2008-11-03T19:37:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 11 am today. Sheesh. Watched TV, used to computer and ate, a lot. I don't know how I'm gonna survive OBS trek next year if I eat a lot and put on weight. Haha. I'm supposed to lose weight! Okay, that aside.

I'm really bored at home. But, I don't think I'll be allowed to go out anyway -.-

I feel like getting started on my homework, but I'm too lazy. Gosh, the holidays are eating me alive.

Why do I get scolded for using the computer too long, but not the TV? Hmm, makes me wonder.

2008-11-02T16:23:00.005+08:00

1. If someone holds a cockroach infront of you, what will do?

- Scream and maybe run.

2. Let's say you go clubbing, & a hot guy dances dirty with you, what will you do?

- Dance? Haha. I don't know.

3. You saw a guy keep looking & smiling at you, what will you do?

- Smile back? That's what I did yesterday anyway. Haha.

4. Some say "Everything happens for a reason". What do you say?

-I agree. Somewhat.

5. If you were to ask to date a celebrity who will it be?

- Myself. Haha. I don't know.

6. Personally, what do you think of prostitutes?

- Slut.

7. Which of your friends really deserve to be in your life?

- Most of them.

8. What do you think a heart is made up of?

- Emotions.

9. You have a 9year old child & someone is willing to marry you, will you?

- Depends.

10. Let's say you could dance with three guys who will the three be?

- That guy, that guy and that one.

11. You have to fall in love with one girl, and she will be?

- Me. Hahaha. No la. Someone uh (:

12. Do you think you look like any celebrity?

- No. Haha.

13. Where do you think the most romantic proposal will be?

- In bed. HAHAHA. Okay, no! Beach? Dinner?

14. What is the first thing you do when you see babies?

- Go, "Ah, ohmygosh, so cute!"

15. What do you think of guys who cry easily?

- Overly emotional for a guy. Be a man, dude.

16. Do you prefer a guy to be innocent & quiet or gangster & loud?

- In between?

17. What will you do if you see a gang fight suddenly?

- Stare.

18. If you could tell something which is in your heart now, who will it be for & what will it be?

- It's in my heart for a reason.

19. What are you suffering from?

- Boredom.

20. What is the recent thing that happened made you happy?

- Concert yesterday?

21. Would you kiss the last person you kissed?

- This question again.

22. How many piercings do you have?

- My piercings closed. Haha.

23. Who was the last person that hugged you?

- Sunshine!

24. Received any kiss this week?

- Nah.

25. Last movie that you watched?

-High School Musical 3.

26. Ever wait for somebody's call for long, and the person didn't call?

- Nope.

27. What were you doing at 2am?

- Sleeping, damn it.

28. What are you suppose to do now?

- Nothing -.-

29. Are you a leader in your school?

- Nope!

30. Frenched with somebody before?

- Ya think?

2008-11-02T16:17:00.002+08:00

Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name?

- Death. Gosh, what a word.

Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?

- Hello?

How many bedrooms are in your house?

- 5+1

Is there a reason for your profile song?

- No profile song.

I bet you're missing someone right now?

- I am?

Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?

- Obviously not.

Who was your last text message from?

-Syaf.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

- I don't mind. Haha.

Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?

- Definitely.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?

- Maybe?

What is wrong with you right now?

- Nothing.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?

- Maybe.

Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad?

- I don't think so.

Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?

- Depends.

Do you use t9, word, or abc?

- t9.

Do you tell your mom everything?

- Of course not.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?

- Frin, I think. So long ago.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?

- Yes (:

What do you need to be doing right now?

- Nothing?

What were you doing at 1 AM this morning?

- Sleeping.

How's your ex doing?

Who can you trust?

- Certain people. Haha.

What are your plans for the next weekend?

- Band, rot at home.

What's your hair look like today?

- Like hair.

Do you love the person who you last thought of?

-Who did I last think of?

2008-11-02T14:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was fun! Haha.

Band in the morning. We finally got our very hectic schedule for practices and rehearsals. But, I guess it's better than doing nothing at home. Then off to orchestra. I miss orchestra. So tiring but so fun. Ha. Another performance. Yay. Met the rest at Raffles City for dinner then made our way to NUS. The campus was ohmygosh so huge! And because we dropped off the a bus stop which was very far, we had to walk for like, 20 minutes. Good work out. We could have taken a bus into the campus and drop off opposite YST Music Conservatory. Sigh.

The performance was fantastic. Not only Boston Brass, but the students also. But there was this trumpeter who went flat towards the end of his performance. Yeah, so he made the quintet out of tune. Boston Brass is just, WOW. Jose is so cool. He can pitch all the high notes and make it seem so easy. And I got a picture with him because Ben said to him, "You want to take a picture with my friend? Haha. My friend." Hahaha. So, took a picture with him.

Then I went home with Arra and Vanessa. The rest got a lift from Marilyn's mum but I didn't want to. Arra called me stupid for that. Pfft. Hahah. Now I know why Vanessa is called the Joker of the trombone section. And Arra is so loser. She has to write down what she wants to blog about. Haha. I laughed a lot on the train. Home at about 11 pm. That's it.

2008-10-31T20:58:00.002+08:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.

3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

No cheating!

How are you feeling today? Money Honey - State of Shock

Will you get far in life? Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

How do your friends see you? Too Little Too Late - Jojo

Will you get married? Just Stand Up - Various Artists

What is your best friend's theme song? 7 Things - Miley Cyrus

What is the story of your life? Seribu Tahun - Imran Ajmain (Eh, cool! Hahaha.)

What was high school like? Definitely Maybe - FM Static

How can you get ahead in life? Next Plane Home - Daniel Powter

What's the best thing about your friends? You and Me - Lifehouse (Aww. Haha.)

What's in store for this weekend? Umbrella - Rihanna (HAHAHA)

Describe your grandparents. Dancing In the Wind (Whaaatt?!)

How's your life going? This Is me - Demi Lovato (I'm not fake?)

What song will they play at your funeral? Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5 (I didn't know I still had this song. Ohmygosh.)

How does the world see you? Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie

Will you have a happy life? A Little Bit Longer - The Jonas Brothers (Oh cool. A little bit longer and I'll be fine! I'll wait (: )

Do people secretly lust after you? It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects (Oh, damn it! Hahahaha.)

How can you make yourself happy? Dangerous - Akon ft. Kardinal Offishal

What should you do with your life? Everything Back But You - Avril Lavigne (Ha, how interesting...)

What song would you strip to? Thunder - Boys Like Girls (HAHAHA, what a joke.)

What does your mum think of you? I Belong To Me - Jessica Simpson

What is your deep, dark secret? Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne

What is your mortal enemy's theme song? Do You Know - Enrique Iglesias

What's your personality like? Better In Time - Leona Lewis (This is somehow interesting.)

What song will be played at your wedding? Catastrophe - Forever The Sickest Kids (HAHAHA, oh no!)

2008-10-31T16:05:00.005+08:00

I am tiredddd! Went to school at 10 am. Adliya was earlier than me. Ha, sorry. My mum called the traffic police to complain about the people blocking the road so my car can't come out. Butttt, we actually still got another 2 cars. Haha. But I don't know why she wants to drive that car.

Anyway, submitted our OBS forms then went up. Practiced, practiced. (Ahem.) Then we left at around 1 pm. Waited at foyer and saw so many sixers. Haha. Picked my brothers up and went to Komala's for lunch! Haha, it's been so long since I last went there. After that we went to see more houses then home after that.

I have no idea where to start to pack the stuff in my room. Ohmygosh, help me.

I realise I talk a lot today. Hoho.

Mum and brother want a lift in the new house. Ohmygod. Lift in a terrace? Woah. I don't see the need of a having a lift. It's only 4 floors -.-

Happy 22nd!(:

2008-10-30T23:06:00.005+08:00

Today, I am happy because I was out of the house for about 5 hours. I went for a massage with my mum after dropping my brother off at the chalet. He's celebrating because his Maths O level paper is over. Haha. Of course he doesn't have any papers left. He's in NA but he takes express Maths. Yeah, so smart, unlike me.

Then at night, I went for OBS check up. And then, went home to pick up my twin brothers, off to the chalet to drop off stuff then we went to drive along Changi because my brother wanted to drive past the old Changi Hospital. Not scary at all. But there were a group of people sitting outside, and like, discussing something. I think they were going to go inside. Ohmygosh, cool. I want! Driving past the airport and seeing all the planes and lights at night is nice! Teehee. (Doesn't 'teehee' remind you of NigaHiga? Haha.)

If you have a life, I suggest you don't continue reading on because it doesn't really concern anybody. Just, myself. Haha.

I'm getting really annoyed by the funeral near my house. They blocked two roads. Like, how inconsiderate? And because my house is number 1, and is the first house nearest to them, basically, they're blocking my house, and therefore, we have to go one whole big round to actually get home. People are parking in front of my house which leaves us not enough space to park three cars. Tsk, inconsiderate people. And there are always ahpeks walking around the neighbourhood and looking into houses. So annoying. And they are cooking next to my house. Just because it's an empty space next to it, doesn't mean you can cook there. The kitchens in the houses are reasonably big. Pfft. And, they're really noisy. I don't know if what they play is called music, but it is not pleasant to the ears. Yeah, I don't understand the culture but, at least be considerate? Don't take up to two roads for the tents. And must you play horrible music at night? Gosh.

2008-10-30T17:12:00.006+08:00

1. Where is the person you want the most now?
- I don't know.

2. What will you be doing 2 hours from now?
- I have no idea.

3. Last kiss?
- Uhh, can't remember.

4. Does your ex miss you?
- I'm supposed to know this?

5. Does anyone love you?
- I hope so.

6. Can you make yourself sneeze?
- No.

7. Has your ex moved on?
- How am I supposed to know.

8. What are you doing tomorrow?
- I'm going to school.

9. Are you easily confused?
- Sometimes.

10. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
- Hopefully.

11. Where were you at 9am this morning?
- Sleeping in my parents' room (:

12. Do you fall for people easily?
- Depends.

13. Everything happens for a reason?
- Yeah. Though sometimes I hate to accept that fact.

14. What does your last text message read?
- Hahaha!

15. When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
- Last Thursday.

16. What are you listening to right now?
- TV. Ha.

17. How was your week so far?
- Hmm, let's see. Boring!

18. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but cannot?
- Yes.

19. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- Who did I last kiss?

20. Do you sleep with the TV on?
- Sometimes.

21. Are you too forgiving?
- Depends.

22. Have you ever wanted to be a firefighter?
- I think so.

23. Do you still have pictures of your ex?
- Which ex? Hahahaha.

24. Who do you miss?
- You.

25. Are you signed onto AIM?
- I don't use AIM.

26. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
- Erm, chicken?

27. What are you stressed about?
- Stuff.

28. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
- Nah.

29. How many windows are open on your computer?
- 3.

30. In the past week have you gotten sick?
- Nope.

31. In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
- No.

32. Who was your last call from?
- Ohmygosh, same question as the previous quiz.

33. What cant you wait for?
- Nothing, really.

34. What do you do most of your time?
- Breathe. Ha.

35. How much clothes do you have in your closet?
- I don't know. Too many to count.

36. On a scale of 1-10, how good is life?
- 5.

37. Will you and your ex ever get back together?
- Oh, shut up with all the ex questions already.

38. Do you think you'll be a good mother/father?
- I hope so.

39. Do people hate you?
- Ask them.

40. Do you trust your best friend?
- Depends.

42. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
- My attitude.

43. Where is your father?
- In another country. I don't keep track of where my dad flies to.

44. Does the person you love know you love them?
- I think so.

45. If you could tell him/her one thing, what would it be?
- I love you. Hahah.

2008-10-30T13:03:00.002+08:00

Who are you "going out with"?
What's this? The Moment Of Truth?

Do you like the last person who texted you?
Yeah.

Who was the last person to call you?
Got a miss call from Adliya.

When was the last time you consumed alcohol?
I don't drink.

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
No. Okay, fine. Yes.

Did you sing at all today?
I don't think so.

When's the last time you argued?
Can't remember.

Are you scared of spiders?
Sometimes.

What do you think of Fergie?
I like her songs.

Do you believe in love?
Mm-hmm.

When was the last time you were outside naked?
Never. God.

Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far?
Ya think?

Do you miss anyone?
Yes. A lot.

Do you love them?
The person I miss? Of course.

Who was the last person in your bed?
Myself? I am on my bed.

Where is the person you have feelings for?
There.

What colour is your hair?
Brown under the sun. Haha.

Have you ever drank with your number one?
Yeah. No la!

Is there someone you wanna date right now?
Uhh.

Who knows a secret or two about you?
Adliya. Haha.

Are you too forgiving?
Depends.

Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
Don't think so.

Do you have trust Issues?
Maybe.

If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
Yeah, sure.

Do you want someone you can't have?
No, not really.

Are you a cuddler?
Yeah.

Have you ever punched a guy?
Duh, my brothers.

Gotten in a car with people you just met?
Don't think so.

Are you determined to have a better day tomorrow?
Yeah. I'm going to school with Adliya. Hahaha. Better than staying at home.

Who did you last text and what did it say?
You called? Haha, sorry. Slow siket. -Adliya.

Who last texted you and what did it say?
I just finished! -Syaf.

Argued with anyone today?
Nope.

How has your day been?
Alright, I guess. I still have 11 hours till the day ends.

2008-10-29T21:10:00.003+08:00

Gosh, we have a crazy amount of Math homework. 16 assignments altogether and our first CA next year is based on this. How great. But like I said, I don't really mind Math. I like Math, even though, I suck. I have no idea why.

So, today, I managed to get out of the house and get some exercise. Hahaha. I went to the park with Ruzanna, Hijannah and Nashrah (I have no idea how to spell her name. Heh.) to play badminton. Then Hijannah left and Hafiz came. Ohmygsoh, he's so cute. He said this,"Diyanah, Diyanah! You know why they celebrating there? Because somebody died!" He was referring to the funeral near my house. Okay, make that next to my house, which made me walk one whole round to get to the park, even though the park is right beside my house, because they blocked they way. I am being long-winded because I'm bored. Just so you know.

My arm's going to hurt when I wake up tomorrow since I haven't actually moved my arm in so long. Such a lazy pig. Pfft. Anyway, Ruzanna and I can join a team. Hahaha. I managed to kill 1 hour 30 mins at the park. Awesome. And I got more exercise because Hafiz was chasing me. Imagine, a 5-year-old chasing a 14-year-old. Yes, not very fun, especially when he has sand in his hand.

I think I'm going for OBS check up tomorrow.

I am going to school on Friday.

There's band on Saturday.

Yay, I'm getting out of the house.

I want to go to school!

2008-10-29T13:34:00.002+08:00

Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real places name and/or objects, but nothing made up.
Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.
You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
Have fun with it!

MY NAME---Diyanah.

1. Four letter word - Dope. Haha.
2. Boy name - Dominic.
3. Girl name - Desiree.
4. Occupation - Dentist.
5. Colour - Denim.
6. Something you wear - Denim jeans. Haha.
7. Beverage - Diet Coke.
8. Food - Duck rice. Haha.
9. Place - Disneyland? Haha.
10. Something found in bathroom - Deodorant.
11. Reason for being late - Died. HAHAHA.
12. Something you shout - Damn.
13. Font - Dragon. Haha.
14. TV show - Desperate Housewives.
15. Song Title - Definitely Maybe.

This is so stupid.

2008-10-29T13:25:00.003+08:00

would you go out with someone right now if they asked?

- Yeah.

what color underwear/boxers wearing now?

- Black.

is there a meaning behind your profile song?

- No profile song.

do you have a best friend?

- No. I have best friends.

what is your favorite fruit?

- Mango? Or durian.

will the last person you kissed, be the next person you kiss?

- Who did I last kiss?

have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

- Yes.

do you give out second chances too easily?

- I think so.

do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?

- I like hugs (:

is there any emotion you’re trying to avoid right now?

- Erm, not really.

does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?

- No.

are you ticklish?

- Yup.

what’s your current problem?

- I'm bored.

angry at anyone?

- Kinda.

someone just handed you $100,000,000 now what?

- Spend, spend, spend. Hahahaha.

you go into target and have $20 to spend, what do you buy?

- Whatever I see that is nice.

you’ve won free gas for 5 years, now what?

- I don't drive. So, sell it?

when someone calls you in the middle of the night, do you remember the conversation?

- I think so.

what color shirt are you wearing?

- Red.

when was the last time you were truly,completely happy with your life?

- When I was a baby? Yeah, perhaps.

what was the highlight of your week?

- Nothing.

where is your ex right now?

- What kind of question is this? Damn it.

what kind of phone do you have?

- Sony Ericsson.

what jewelery are you currently wearing?

- Nothing.

what were you doing at 9pm Friday night?

- Eating? Or maybe bowling.

could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

- I hope so. Hahaha.

what is your best friend's name?

- You want me to name all?

what are you listening to right now?

- The fan -.-

if you were a crayon what color would you be?

- Invisible?

have you ever loved someone?

- Who hasn't?

who would you like to see right now?

- Someone. Mind your own business.

2008-10-29T11:28:00.006+08:00

Sheesh, I'm so bored at home. As weird as it sounds, I wish we had band practice 3 times a week. There's nothing to do at home. The only things keeping me alive are the computer and TV. I want to go to the gym, but no, nobody wants to go with me. Pfft. I'm going back to school on Friday to practise. Anyone want to come? And possibly next Tuesday also. See, I have no life.

Maybe I should start on that ridiculous amount of English homework we have. Or I can start packing/sorting the stuff in my room since we're moving out soon. I want to house to be ready as soon as possible so I can get my own room. Yes, I cannot wait. I still don't know what colour to paint my room. It's okay, I have one whole year to do that.

I want to go to New York!
Or perhaps Bali.

I cannot wait to 11th November to come.

2008-10-28T14:55:00.002+08:00

1. Who was the last person to call you honey? I don't know.

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yeah.

3. Alcohol or Cigarettes? Ciggs. Okay, fine. Nothing.

4. Has someone ever sang a song to you? Someone's supposed to!

5. Do you play Sudoku? Used to.

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Maybe.

7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do? Stop, drop, roll! Haha.

8. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? Nobody.

9. Who do you text the most? Pretty obvious, don't you think?

10. Who last said they loved you? S (:

11. What color are your eyes? Brown? Arra loves my eyes. Hehe.

12. Do you like your parents? What a question.

13. Do you secretly like someone? No?

14. Why did your last relationship end? Never. Hahaha.

15. Who was the last person you said you hated? I told Adliya yesterday.

16. Favorite ex? They're your ex for a reason. Gosh.

17. Where was the farthest place you traveled? Lala Land.

18. Do you like mustard? I don't think I've tried it.

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat? Sleep. If you don't get enough sleep, you'll get fat!

20. Do you look like your mom or dad? Apparently, my dad. My I've got my mum's big teeth, which I hate.

21. Can you do splits? Used to.

22. What movie do you want to see right now? Nothing, really.

23. What did you do for New Year’s Eve? I was on the plane to Singapore, from San Francisco.

24. Where will you be celebrating your next/coming Birthday? I don't know. No where?

25. Was your mom a cheerleader? Hahah. No!

26. What’s the last letter of your middle name? H.

27. How many hours of sleep do you get a night? I don't know. 6 or 7?

28. Do you like Care Bears? Nah.

29. What do you buy at the movies? Salted popcorn! And a drink.

30. Do you know how to play poker? Yes?

31. Do you wear your seat belt? No. I like to take risks. Hahaha.

32. What do you wear to sleep? T-shirt and shorts.

33. Anything big ever happened in your town? Nah, don't think so.

34. Is your hair good? Nope.

35. Is your tongue pierced? Nope. I don't mind though. Haha.

36. Do you like Liver and Onions? Not really.

37. Do you like funny or serious people better? A little bit of both.

38. Ever been to L.A.? Uhuh.

39. Who is on your mind right now? Nothing?

40. Any plans for tonight? Nah.

41. What’s your favorite song at the moment? No favourites.

42. Do you hate chocolate? No.

43. What do you and your parents fight about the most? Everything under the sun.

44. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy? No. But I'd be happier.

45. Are you easy to get along with? I think so.

.46. What is your favorite time of day? I don't know.

47. Are you a generally happy person? Hahaha, I don't think so.

2008-10-28T14:23:00.002+08:00

I find it ridiculous that we have a lot of English homework for the holidays. I don't mind Math and Science, but English?!

Summary of homework:
1 Commonwealth essay
3 World and I Comprehension Passages
1 write-up on "Building a Better Vocabulary

We're taking part in a competition that we, or at least I, don't want to. I'm sure my essay won't get chosen anyway.

I'm really bored. I shall go find surveys to do. And maybe watch a movie later.

2008-10-28T10:48:00.025+08:00

Did a boy or girl last text you? Girl.

What is the last thing you said out loud? I can't remember.

Name something exciting you are doing tomorrow? Nothing.

Are you currently waiting on any tattoos or piercings? Nah.

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often? Nope.

What were you doing at noon today? It's not even noon yet.

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? Not really.

Is there someone you will never forget? I guess.

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong? Now.

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you? Yeah.

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up? Nope.

When's the last time you laughed really hard? Saturday.

Are you uncomfortable staring into someones eyes who likes you? Nope.

Would you change yourself for someone you loved? Depends.

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? Yes.

Is anyone on your bad side now? Uhuh.

Where were you friday night? Chalet.

Do you have plans for today? Nope.

Have you kissed anyone in the past 2 days? Nah.

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't? I don't think so.

Do you think you're smart? No.

Have you kissed anyone who smokes? Nope.

Do you have unlimited texting? Unfortunately, no.

When was the last time you saw the second person on your top? Thursday?

Is there anyone who doesn't like you? Ask them.

Have you ever talked back to a teacher? Duh.

What does the latest text message you received say and who is it from? -

What does the latest text message you sent say and who is it to? -

Looking forward to the next couple months? Not really.

If you could move somewhere else, would you? Of course.

Have you ever been in love? Erm.

What are you saving your money up for right now? Acoustic guitar or DSLR.

What's the second newest text message in your inbox say? Hahaha. Ok la, happy watching zohan! I wna sleep.

Have you changed this year? Yes.

Would you kill someone for a million dollars? Nope.

If you had enough money what would you buy? Anything and everything.

Can you fight? I think so.

Who can't you stand? You don't expect me to name people right?

How's your heart? Happy on one side, full of hatred on the other.

What do you want right now? I want a lot of things.

How old do most people usually guess you are? People don't guess my age. Haha.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? I don't know.

Have you ever punched a hole in the wall? I doubt so.

What will you be doing in a half hour? TV?

Who is the last person you texted? Syaf.

Do you have any plans for Christmas? I don't celebrate Christmas.

Are you going anywhere next summer? I don't think so.

Story behind your MySpace name? I don't use MySpace.

Are you shy? Sometimes.

Are you a talkative person? Yes.

What are you doing tomorrow? Nothing.

Have you kissed anyone on the cheek within the past month? Uhh, no?

How late did you stay up last night and why? 1 am. Cos I wanted to. Ha.

Do you prefer to call or text? Depends. I text too much though.

Can you live a day without TV? I think so.

What is wrong with you right now? Everything. Okay, no.

What is the longest you have been in the car for a road trip? I have no idea.

How many months are there until your birthday? 11.

Did you like anyone last summer? Yeah.

Are you ashamed of your past? Well, certain parts.

Who were you with Friday night? Friends.

Do you ride rollercoasters? Of course.

Is tomorrow going to be a good day? I doubt so.

What were you doing at 10 last night? Watching You Don't Mess With The Zohan.

Do you have any enemies? I wouldn't refer to them as enemies.

How long does it take you to get ready to go out? If I'm in a rush, 30 mins. If not, 1 hour, or more.

Think back a year, what was your favorite song? I don't remember these things.

What should you be doing right now? Nothing.

Starbucks or Cold Stone? Starbucks.

Do you believe in love at first sight? I don't know.

Have you ever met a gay person? I've seen one.

Do you have a favorite soft drink? Not really.

2008-10-28T00:28:00.004+08:00

Name 20 people. (not in any order)
1. Syaf
2. Adliya
3. Frin
4. Fai
5. Aqida
6. Isya
7. Rahmah
8. Audrey
9. Deborah
10. Jayne
11. Nadirah
12. Marilyn
13. Sarah
14. Sheralin
15. Yi Ting
16. Kimberley
17. Robyn
18. Arra
19. Warissara
20. Raziv
(I really couldn't think of 20 people. Haha.)

-How did you meet 14?
Sheralin. School, band, section.

-What would you do if you never met 1?
Syaf. I'd go crazy.

-What if 9 and 20 dated each other?
Deborah and Raziv. Hahaha. Nah, I don't think so.

-Will 6 and 17 date?
Isya and Robyn. I don't think they know each other?

-Describe 3!
Frin. She likes to dance.

-Is 8 attractive?
Audrey. HAHAHA, if you say so.

-Describe 7.
Rahmah. Hmm, she's awesome. How about that?

-Do you know any of 12's family members?
Marilyn. Nope.

-What if 18 confesses to you he/she likes you?
Arra. Haha, what a question.

-What language does 15 speaks?
Yi Ting. English?

-Who's going out with 9?
Deborah. No one?

-How old is 16?
Kimberley. 15.

-When did you last speak to 13?
Sarah. On Saturday.

-Who is 2's favourite singer?
Adliya. I don't know.

-Would you ever date with 4?
Fai. Hahaha.

-Will you ever date with 1?
Syaf. Why not? Haha (:

-Is 19 single?
Deborah. I think so.

-What's 10 last name?
Jayne. Rozario?

-School of 3?
Frin. Tanjong Katong Girls' School!

-Where does 6 live?
Yaisyah. Pasir Ris.

-What is your favourite thing of 5?
Aqida. She's funny!

-Have you ever seen 11 naked?
Nadirah. Ohmygosh, no?!

Now choose 5 people to do this test.
If you're bored, go ahead. Haha.

2008-10-27T16:07:00.003+08:00

Meet my cousin -

Silent Screamer says:
u noe my love fer the band and the blowers

Dee says:
blowers?!

Silent Screamer says:
my term fer band members

Silent Screamer says:
u noe they blow

Silent Screamer says:
and move their fingers

Dee says:
then percussionists?

Silent Screamer says:
bangers

Silent Screamer says:
dis sounds wrong

Silent Screamer says:
the whole band sounds wrong

Dee says:
nooo.

Dee says:
only the words you come up with.

Silent Screamer says:
but they blow and bang wat

Silent Screamer says:
HAHAHA

Dee says:
that's not all we do what.

Dee says:
then you soccer.

Dee says:
kickers uh?

Silent Screamer says:
nope

Silent Screamer says:
we defend and strike

Silent Screamer says:
and kick the ball

My cousin's really lame. But, at least I have someone to keep me entertained.

I feel like moving to Wordpress. Should I?

2008-10-26T15:11:00.002+08:00

I know my blog's dead. I haven't been online since Thursday anyway.

Thursday
It was the last day of school. I can't believe we're no longer going to be Sec 2s. We're moving up to upper secondary. Woah, so fast. Basically, the whole day, we played taiti. Then after recess was operation clean-up where nobody really cleaned up? Then we got back our report books. My stuff were printed on Haryati's paper. And our index numbers are so far apart. I don't think anyone in our class cried.

After school, went to Parkway with Aqida and Fai. Then we made our way to NSRCC. The chalets look so much better. We danced, laughed, played cards, ate and watched tv. Haha. We wanted to go swimming but it started to rain after we walked out. How annoying. Then at night, Frin came. Watched more TV, had pizza, I fell off the bed while laughing, and played a bit of cards. Then we walked in the rain but the stupid bus left already. So my mum came and sent them.

Friday
Watched HSM 3! It was nice, best of the 3 movies (: Woke up the Frin's message. She wanted me to meet in half an hour. Who can get ready and travel to Pasir Ris in 30 minutes? Haha. So I was late, partly because of the rain. Met Frin and Aqida at E!Hub. We ate at Macs. Aqida and I were kind souls! Haha. Aqida left and Frin and I went to watch the movie. We got couple seats. Hoho. Frin likes to sing. And she drinks a lot. She finished both our drinks. Haha.

After that I went to Bugis to meet Sha and Fea. Some stupid mat went to disturb me. He kept saying to his friend, "Eh, tgk budak ni. Solo nmpk? Solo nmpk?" Gosh, get a life. Anyway, we went to Bugis Street and I ate Macs, again. You can imgaine how fat I am now. Then we cabbed to the chalet.

We just watched TV while waiting for people to come. We started comparing tummies! Haha. And we did other things which are not appopriate to be said here. Yes, I allow your imagination to run wild. We went bowling then Shasha had to go home. I had to wait for my brother and his friends because they were going to sleep over. Went home at around 12.30 am.

Saturday
Band, as usual. I was surprisingly not as tired as I expected to be. It was open house, but I didn't really see the point of performing. People just walked past. Sigh.

Pictures next time, I think? Or you can go to Fai's